It's been a few days since Cass and Eclipse betrayed me. Thank God I was able to rid the earth of Eclipse. I wonder why I wasn't able to kill her before. I remember her specifically telling me I couldn't kill my mates. If that is so true, how did I kill her in my room with just my hands? When I couldn't even rip her throat out or let her fall when I took her up into the night sky. And why I can't get myself to kill him. I have a feeling it's because I have truly fallen for him. On the other hand, I've become completely smitten with Ash. I just don't know how to handle all this.
As if my mind was being read, there is a knock on the door and I can smell instantly who it is. "Ash, please come in." I say while using my powers to open the door. I make sure to shut it and lock it behind him. "You know I have to ask, can you read my mind or was it just a coincidence?" I laugh while saying this with a big smile plastered on my face.
"No I can't read your mind silly, but I do get this weird feeling sometimes like my name is being called and I have to follow it and it always seems to lead me to your door." He says more than I think he meant to because he blushes looking away. "I just got this feeling to come up and see what is going on." Ash says looking my way.
"Well actually alot just happened when we got back. Cass and Eclipse betrayed me and they wanted to take my powers from me. They had me tied up thinking that would stop me. I killed eclipse instantly, but couldn't bring myself to kill Cass. I'm not sure why." I blurt out quickly. His eyes are glued to mine taking in every word I have said. "I had Winter lock him in the cells. I don't know what to do Ash." I put my hands up to my face. Ash looks away and ponders for a moment.
"Do you love him?" Asher blurts out without thinking. This question seriously catches me off guard and I start to stumble over my answer. "Well.....I....you....I don't know how to answer that Ash." He comes over to my bed finally and sits besides me. "Jessica, you can be honest with me. I know about your relationship with him. I've known for awhile now. I mean you moved him right next door to you. I know you have feelings for him." Ash says while fidgeting with him thumbs. I can tell he is sad about this and it hurts him. I have to tell him the truth.
"Well to be honest with you, I did. I felt like I fell for him faster than I should have and look where that got me. He betrayed me. How can I ever love someone who is so quick to betray me. He's nothing compared to you Ash. I love you more than you know. You are the only one I can trust with everything." I say way more than I intended to. Ashers mouth is completely opened wide and he is staring at me with want written all over his face. The next thing I know he's kissing me passionately and I'm enjoying every moment of it. We are getting more and more into it and I all the sudden stop him.
"Follow me." I say while getting up moving towards my giant walk in closet. He does exactly as I say. I start removing my clothes as I make my way there and he is starting to realize what is about to happen. I use my abilities to turn the shower on and Ash has already undressed himself as well. I walk into the shower and turn towards him. "Well come in and join me!" I say firmly while sticking a hand out towards him. He grabs it firmly but softly and hops in with me. He moves back from me and looks me up from head to toe and just smiles widely at me. Jesus he makes me feel nervous. Like I'm this shy little girl who doesn't know what she is doing even though I'm very well experienced. He pulls me in hard and holds me tightly against his wet naked body. This is love. This is what true love feels like. This is what I felt with Grace. This feeling, I never want it to fade or go away. He takes his hand and puts it to my chin and lifts my face to his and kisses me all over my face. I smile and blush instantly.
"You make me feel like I'm new to this you know?" I smile shyly at him. He smiles back and pulls me in for another long kiss on my lips. "Well now, do I make you nervous?" he says while giving me a confident small smirk. God that smile makes me melt every time. "Yes, actually you do. You make me feel like I'm completely in love and make me feel as this is what true love really feels like." I say softly while nudging my face into his chest. He just let's out a small laugh and holds me a bit longer. God I want him to take me right now. I swear I'd let him do whatever he wanted with me. "What was that?" Ash says while this huge smile plays across his face. "Did.....did I just say that out loud?" I say while hiding my face in my hands. Why did I blurt that out.
The next thing I know is he grabs me up and wraps my legs around his naked waist. I can feel his erection between my legs rubbing against all my sensative parts and it turns me on more than I ever could imagine. He holds me tightly against his wet hot body and takes me out of the shower into my giant room. His friend growing by the second. Good lord can he get any bigger? How will that ever fit. I can't help but move my bottom up and down trying so hard to get his friend inside me. He can tell what I'm trying and he lays me gently down on my bed. He is so sweet and caring. I reach out grabbing for him to get on me as fast as possible but he just stands and looks at me all over. He takes his fingers on both hands and starts tracing lines around my body slowly. "Not so fast there missy, I'd love to jump right in and make you explode instantly, but I like to tease my prey before pouncing." He lets out a sharp laugh and I can't help but laugh with him. "You, make me explode, instantly? I doubt that very much Mr." I say while letting out a heavy laugh. He cocks his head to the right and raises one eyebrow. "You don't believe me, do you? I promise you, once I'm in you, you will instantly explode." Ash says while biting his lip. I narrow my eyes at him and laugh. "Sure king bad ass in bed. I'd like to see that!" I say while throwing my head back giving out another sharp laugh. And out of nowhere he shoves his hard cock into me and I do exactly as he said I would. I instantly explode with ecstasy and can't help but grab him tightly. Holy hell he was not lying. He tries to slide back and thrusts forward as hard as he can and once again, I explode instantly all over him. How is that even possible. I clinge on to his rock hard body trying not to move an inch because I know if i do, I'll explode once again. Yet again, he slides almost fully out of me and slams his amazing friend deeper and harder into me. You can guess what happens again. With that, he slides out of me and puts his hand on my face. "I told you it would happen Jessica. You didn't believe me." He says with a big smile on his face. How is that even possible at all. I jump up and push him down on the bed hard and leap onto his lap where his friend is still erect waiting to be drained. "You were right, I didn't believe you, but now it's my turn love." With that I push him back inside me and I'm able to control myself for once. I look at his face and it looks like he is almost ready himself. I slide up and down as slow as possible. His face looks flush and ready to go. I start to pick up my pace and we both move amazingly against eachother. The next thing I know, we both scream out in ecstasy and I can't seem to stop. He moves faster and faster while I'm frozen in place letting him fuck me hard till I can no longer cum anymore. He starts to slow and comes to a stop and I fall from being worn out right on top of him. He wraps his arms around me and holds me tightly to his body.. I have never made love like that before. I never experienced love like that in bed. I think..... I think Ash is my mate. I love him. This is the love of my life and I couldn't see that from the beginning. We both lay there in eachothers embrace and eventually without warning. I pass out from exhaustion.
- The next day -
I wake up laying on the bed and not atop of Ash anymore. I finally decide to open my eyes and there he is, eyes still closed. I get up out of bed as slow as possible without waking him. He looks like he needs the rest. I make my way to the bathroom and notice we never turned the shower off so I decided to hop in. I start cleaning my hair when I go deep into though about last night. I start trembling just thinking about it. "Boy, that man sure knows how to make a woman fall in love even more." I say out loud to myself.
"Is that so?" I jump so high that I nearly hit my head on the ceiling and turn quickly and see Ash standing in the doorway naked as can be. I smile shyly and look away.
"Don't ever sneak up on me like that again. You know, for being such a big man and muscular, you sure can sneak around pretty quietly." I say while smiling at him playfully. "Yeah, well, that's just part of being a wolf. I am happy to hear that I can make you fall even more inlove with me!" He laughs so loudly at himself. I smile at him and put my hand out and use my index finger to force him to come to me. He obeys like I control his every move. I love that about Ash. So eager to please my every need. I love him for it. He hops into the shower with me and offers to clean me up and I allow him. He's so gentle with me all the time. Not last night though. And that is a major turn on. He's all the right things into this beautiful beast of a man.
As he finishes up cleaning me off I turn and kiss him quickly then hop out the shower, turning as I walk away I say, "you coming?" He turns the water off quickly and jumps out chasing me. I run so fast to the bed but he catches me right before I make it and grabs me with his strong arms and swings me around to face him. We both scream out laughing and looking at eachother. "This by far has been the best day and a half of my life. You know that?" I say to him smiling from ear to ear. I pull him in for a big hug. "I feel the same Jessica, I really do." He smiles back at me and holds me tight. "So, before it gets to late in the day, is there anything planned today?" he asks softly. I have to think about this for awhile because I have truly just been free of any thoughts since being with Ash. I love it. He makes me feel like the old me. This proves more that he is the one. I want him and only him.
"Well, to be honest. I am not sure where to start. There really is so much to be done but I would love to spend the day with just you. If you are up for that?" I ask shyly. He takes my small face into one of his gentle hands and kisses me slowly. I melt into this kiss for longer than expected and jump back and apologize. "For what? Enjoying your true loves kiss? Ha, don't be sorry for doing what you want. I love everything you do Jessica. I love you!" He says while running his other hand trough my long hair. His words sends shivers down my spine. "Woah, did you just get goosebumps?" he asks. "Yeah. When you said you loved me. It sent shivers down my spine. Like good shivers. I love you too Ash. So how about that date with me then?" I ask nudging him with my head. "We can change into wolfs and run around, we could go down and workout, or we could just hang out here all day. Your call love." I say looking into his eyes.
"To be honest, I could do nothing with you all day and never get bored. Just being with you is amazing and fun. I love every moment we spend together. So I am up for all of it." He says smiling at me. "How bout let's go explore while being wolves? Then we can figure it out from there." I say happily. He just nods and gets up from the bed and grabs his clothes and starts getting dressed. I want to ask him to move in to my room with me. I wonder what he would say.
"Hey Ash, can I ask you something?" I say spooking him a bit. "Yes my love, you can ask me anything whenever you please." Ash says smoothly and confidently. He seems more confident for sure and it fits him perfectly. I look away for a moment and smile. I don't know if I should ask him or not. "Um.... never mind. It's not important honestly." This stops him in his tracks and he turns towards me and is in front of me before I can react and he lifts me effortlessly off the bed and wraps my legs around his waist and hugs me tightly. "You can't lie to me, I can sense it's something more than you are leading off." He takes my head into his hands and pulls me inches towards his face. I get the chills from his breath on my lips. I quiver underneath his embrace and he smirks at me. "Tell me what you're thinking beautiful, before I make you tell me." He says while pushing my bottom down on his growing friend. Good lord this man is something else. "I think I rather make this harder for you" I say while grinding against his erection. "I mean me telling you what I was going to say." I say while winking at him. He takes me by my ass and pulls me away from him and throws me hard against the bed. Woah, I love this confident side of him. So aggressive and in charge. Not something I have been used to in awhile and I would never allow this with anyone else. I look up at him and he looks down from above and gives me a confident smile. "So what will it be my love. You want to do this the hard way, or save the fun for a later time?" He asks while cocking his head to one side. A few strands of his beautiful black hair falls infront of his face and I sit up some and move the strands with my small fingers. I trace my fingertips from his neck down to his giant pecks. "I'll make it easy this time, but expect this baby here," I say while grabbing his manhood, "this belong in me later. I won't take no for an answer. Understand?" I say smiling still caressing his member in my hand. He closes his eyes and moans softly. " Yes ma'am, you don't have to tell me twice!" He says with a smirk. I take my hand from his friend and make him sit next to me. "I am nervous to even ask this and I don't know why but you make it so hard to be who I have become. You make me act like the old me and it's the shy, reluctant side of me. I am scared to say what I want. But I love that you bring this out in me. So I'm just going to say it..... Will you.....will you be my mate and move into this room with me?" I'm looking away the whole time. Im to nervous to look at him. He doesn't say anything and I finally look over to him. He is turned away from me looking lost in thought. "Ash?" He jumps at my voice. "I'm sorry I just.... did you hear what I asked?" He nods and stands us both up.
He looks into my eyes and I stare into his not knowing what he is thinking. I don't know what he is going to say. I'm scared he will say no. But why would he. He told me he loves me. That's something, right?
"Jessica... I would love for all of that to happen. But....." he pauses for a long period and I start to panic. Oh no. But what? What but could there be? I start to really panic now. He is going to reject me.... This will break my heart into pieces. I would never be able to love anyone else. Please don't do this to me. Please say yes....my smile begins to fade quickly.
"But..... you have to do something for me first." He barks out.
Huh?!?!
-- to be continued --
don't forget to vote and keep reading. I'm so sorry I have been struggling in my everyday life and forgot I was writing a book. I found out I am pregnant and have been taking care of myself. I will be writing more now that I remember where I left off. hope you enjoyed this chapter.