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If I Have to Kill

MinaseTouya
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Damaged ones would be repaired, The broken ones would merge, The lost would return. But they won't be the same as before. The lazy must face reality and his destiny in his other world, evil would always watch him in the shadow, sickle would follow his neck everywhere, and the heartbeat would stop sooner or later.
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Chapter 1 - Cliché Prologue.

Reincarnated to be a common world is different, don't you think so?

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Died, I don't know why I'm dead now. I just remember that I'm in a forest with my grand-family to search some mushroom and herbs, and then something from behind tackled me and here I am, in the darkness alone. Oh right, I haven't introduced myself yet right? My name is Lucas Hans Andersen, 17 years ol'. I live or in this case I was lived in Denmark, I'm a half Europe and half Asian, my mom is Asian – Philippines, while my father is England. But let's forget that, because I'm already dead.

Now, I'm floating in this abyss of nothingness, it's bad thing if I like being in here? In my childhood, I always want to floating around, not flying because I have Acrophobia, in my childhood I played a mobile game and there's a character who can float, can shot beam from her finger and can make meteor came out from the sky in a blink, she's has power with her dreams and nightmare is her true natural enemy.

"…" Ah! There's light, I float to that light, and I feel a pull towards it. Before the light dominated the surroundings, I hear something whispered 'I found it..'.

The Abyss replaced with flying castle, and I'm right above it. "Gah!" Panic attack strike again, my visions blurred and I feel my blood going crazy in my body, I feel like I'm lost control of my body and fell down. But, someone catch me before I lost my consciousness. She's like a queen, have beautiful appearance and her presence screaming wisdom and royalty.

"I'm sorry I forgot you have height phobia, I will let you down now, just don't look down." I nodded and make that a mental note, she let me down and floating myself. She's tall, have blue hair and lunar mark on her forehead, she wearing hunter dress, I know it because it's reminded me an anime. She carrying a bow in her back, the appearance and presence. I know one thing.

"You're Moon goddess, right?" I said with flat tone, you know it's mainstream on Wattpad, someone get reincarnated in fantasy world, given with cheat ability and have harem. I give her deadpan with deadpan stare when she has a surprised face, I sighed at this obviousness.

"Oh! Then I assumed you know those, right?" She said, before I ask her, I'm already in a room, filled with poster anime, manga scattered everywhere and stacked blue-ray and 4k anime discs. All the anime that I know and don't are here. Slice of life to Horror, Fantasy to Live Action, and I know what this means, I'm in room with an Otaku Goddess, I just relived it's not Zelretch or whatever his name is. But, my feeling is bad enough to distance myself 4 feet from that Moon goddess.

".. So you're an Otaku." I stated, with this obvious evidence and my experience as Otaku for 17 years, she's at same level with me, almost-an-hikkikomoriNEET or if you common people say it's an Introvert? But, of course almost, because I still have too came out from my heaven called home to survive in society, feed myself, and sometimes I have to come at the forefront of the war called College.

"YES! You know, I really envy human because they can watch it whenever they want! Anime, Manga and don't forget their Mercedes and Opening and Ending songs!" She said with sparkles in her eyes, "I know you're one too, because I can feel the same aura of Otaku within you." I nodded, scanning the room. 'Is my room always as messy as this?' with everything in everywhere, snack and soft drink, and then something I don't want to and don't supposed to know before my 20th, The TV didn't turn off, play Anime called WWW.W***ING episode 12.

"You know, if I want to be Hikkikomori, I will plead to you to let me live in this room." She snickered with my statement, she took a soft drink and glass, she gave me a glass of Coke, and she have Pepsi. I drink it a bit, and then put it away, though I don't like soft drink, because it's burned my nose, when I burp.

"So, why I'm here?" I said to the point, because with all this cliché, I can bet I will be reincarnated. I thought with sigh, she's just smiling and told me to wait her elder sister. I don't push anymore, because I think that will be useless.

For a few hours, we talk about Otaku things, but honestly, I'm not surprised when she said she's a Fujoshi, who like gay shipping, "But if you are Fujoshi, then you pair your everywolf with males?" I asked with a raised brow, she laughed.

"To pair everywolf is troublesome, so I make a system called String Seal System, so they can meet their mates, without interference from me." Then where is your obligation? I want to say that, but I think I don't want a curse from deity being, if I want to live with peace. I sighed again, I will really miss my Pedro. My bed.

"So, when your sister come?" It's not that I don't enjoy with this Otaku things but, I wanna know if I'm really in some cliché story! "Oh, she's already here twelve minutes ago." I gaped, her sister already here and she didn't let me know. I slumped, I think I don't care anymore, she's just smiling and chuckled. Then, she guided me to her sister, after we came out from her room, I'm amazed with the surroundings, but yeah I'm not surprised if I'm in a castle, because she's a freaking Moon Goddess.

After we arrived at balcony, I can see someone, blue white long hair, with curved horns at her temples, black-blue gown and she's gave majestic, royalty and wisdom vibes. She holds a Tablet in her hand, with the familiar app on the screen and sobbing and hiccup sound, I know she read sad story. Like she knew we're here, she turned facing us, she's took deep breath before approached us. She looks at me. "I know you know what will happen, I know you don't like something cliché and the feelings is mutual, but I don't like when my other self's child is vulnerable, so I give you a power, but I don't give something so common or overpower so you won't mad at me."

"I know, it's all cliché. But I'm already used to it, so just do your job and I want to feel alive again, beside I haven't done everything in my bucket list yet." I said to her, she just stared at me then sighed, nodded she do her job. To send me to their world.

that time I feel pain, that I never felt in my previous life. And then, my head exploded.

Literally.

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-Charlotte-

I wake up in a Girly Bedroom, I'm not a sexist but the style and doll everywhere, is obvious. With this all cliché, reincarnated to be someone else, got a memory from this body, so much till I can feel my head can explode. When the headache stopped, I walk to the mirror.

"I have Bishoujo body." I mumbled, twirling my short-lean body, I have long Brownish Grey hair sleepy shape type eyes with same color, and silky skin. I wear a silver sleep gown and white nightcap, in my arms I have Munna (Pokemon) plushie.

I lift my gown to my waist, "Oh, I'm still have my eggplant." I digging back the memory of this body, I can remember my name is Charlotte Abigail Corday, 16 years old but already in my 2nd year high school, skipped 2 years. My dad is out of radar and I have to facing my problematic mother, who forced me to be a woman. Forced me to wear a dress, forced me to operate my voice cord to make my voice sounds like a girl, forced me to have girl accent.

"Troublesome." I came out from my room, with my gown. Surprisingly, I'm not surprised that I don't find someone else in this Castle. This house is big like hell, you can get lost in here if you don't know the way back, or you don't have a map which I holding right now.

The moment I give up to try find someone, I go to kitchen and make breakfast myself. Live as an almost hikkikomori for years, forced you to learn to feed yourself with decent food. I make classic egg and bacon, sandwich and some pancake. I eat it all alone, after for a few minutes waiting woman who gave birth this boy, but she's didn't appear.

I look at the clock, it's 5.30 AM and school start in 2 hours. Preparing to go school, I know it's early, but I don't know my territory and I don't accept any memory about this place from this body, and then I realized that woman caged him in his own house. I relief that he knew the way to the school, I come back to my room, I found a letter in my bed that I don't know and look at my closet.

Containing clothes for girl, even my uniform paired with skirt. I sigh, I don't have a choice except wear it. That woman even faking her own son's gender in public, and it pissed me off. He's faked everything, his life, his smile and himself. Everything to make his mother happy, he lived for his mother, he become herself for his mother, he tortured himself for his mother.

It's weird for me, because in the first place my parents already 6 ft in the earth when I come to this world. They died when I'm just 6 months infant in my mother's belly, they died but I keep alive till today, well not today tough, I died and live again.

So, I don't know what it's like to have parents, though I was lived with my grandparents but it's like they treat me like grandson not their own son. I'm spoiled with foods and treats until I have to move out to enter University. Lol, in the end I registered for an online class in Ethical Hacking. So hey, I'm a white hat or shit like that. But I prefer by Gray hat.

"So, to the war!" I said monotone, bored face and I know the sins of Ignorance and Laziness is will be with me all the day.

I came out from my house, and take little tour before go to the school. The city isn't big and isn't small either, the woods surrounds this town and this town name is obviously genre of werewolf, Timberwolf Summit. Which is located on the other side of the mountain, fortunately the network is decent so I can take Online Classes to continues my Collage Studies, or I can take a new one.

".. Maybe Art and Design sounds good." I like to draw, so maybe I can take this instead continues Ethical Hacking since I already know the basic. When I'm mumbling to myself, I realize I'm at shopping district, I looking around and I found some unique cooking utensils, I make a mental note to buy some, because I have strange obsession with fork and knives.

"It's time." I look around before enter my current school, TimberWolf Highschool, there some brat grouping like a gang, and that's obviously an Alpha kid in their center, the name's Luke Winter Wolfe. "I don't have time for this." I quickly took a little dash and enter the building.

After that, I enter the classroom and take a seat beside the window in the corner. Favorite and perfect seat for me. I search the letter in my bag, look at the envelope, light blue and with Three Branched Tree Sealing wax. I opened the letter and read the paper.

It's a cliché I know,

I give you power but I don't have to tell you what is it, so you have to find out yourself,

I will give you three days, to familiarized with your territory, before I meet you and say the reason why I borrowed you from my other self. I owed her and I will not make your soul in danger, so don't worry.

Last thing, I will say in this letter: "you can look around, but don't cross the line."

Your lovely mother,

Gaia

*To be Continued.*