Nana hadn't taken the decision lightly, or in the heat of the moment because of what happened last night. She knew she had no right to take such an important decision recklessly no matter what took place. After all, it was a matter of Jianyu's feelings too. He must not get hurt while she was trying to deal with her own troubles.
She admitted that a part of accepting Jianyu was because so that she could forget about Jinhai and move on.
A new relationship may help her to swallow the bitterness of her old feelings.
She thought it was really the time to set boundaries so that every relationship becomes defined. No uncertainties. No vague assumptions. They were related as cousins. She couldn't have run from Jinhai forever.
But she also said yes because she genuinely felt that she can be happy with him if she tried. He was a really good person. He was never unreasonable. It was easy to get along with him. He always supported her, stood by her side. What more does any girl want?
