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Chapter 24 - Internals: An Utter Mess

I am Sonnet as you all know me. Right now I'm tying up my hair as I have to go to college to give my tests. I took God's blessings and went out.

I reached college at 9:30 a. m. and our exam would start at 10:00 a. m. Lacy and I were extremely tense. We both were studying like mad people. We have 2 exams today. In the First half we would have basic electrical, and in the second half we would be having physics. It was really a mental torture to physically healthy people.

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The first half of the exam began.

I was writing and was confident. I was able to answer the total score, so I was kinda satisfied. I went outside the exam hall once I had completed checking my papers. Sky was still scribbling. Lacy went out 10 minutes before me. He was writing with full dedication. That made me fear a bit. I was thinking, did I mess up with my exam or not?

Lacy was consoling me, "Leave the toppers. I will be happy even if I get 50% of the total score."

I agreed with her.

After that we had a 1hr 30 minute break. I, Lacy, Ellie, Shelly, and Sherry were going through the practice papers that Sir had helped us to solve in the class. Physics is the only subject which can never make me satisfied. Those derivations, and those big diffraction, interference and quantum equations really suck away my brain and dry my heart.

Sky was with his boy group. Rather toppers group. They were telling me there was no need to study so much. And was not really opening the copy to revise. We didn't give a s**t to their remarks. Finally he came to me.

" Here ,take good care of my notes. And what are you studying to show me? ", while he was walking in my direction.

" Read it", as I forwarded the copy towards him.

He slightly moved towards me. And bent his body tilted his down in front of me and started reading from my notes with serious concentration.

Just imagine my condition. I was only thinking about how I should control myself. If I had not fallen for him I wouldn't even give a damn to him. But his looks, while reading in front of me.. the angle...what to say...I possibly Can't express it....

I in fact noticed before while I was studying he was looking at me in between.

I couldn't maintain eye-contact because I was really tense about the exams. But when he softly came to me. I realised all my worries had faded away... instead palpitations started to frighten me.

The bell rang. All headed to the Hall. I had completed writing the paper in 45 minutes. I checked it. Yet I stayed in the exam hall until the peak time. Suddenly he turned his face during the exam, smiled at me and softly asked the Answer of question 7 with only one example ..( I thought, you only got me in the Hall? )

But I gave away the answer to him- Eye contact and lip singing was sufficient.I couldn't understand whether that was a mischief to chat with me or really he needed it. But his eyes showed the necessity.

In my school days after one incident I had vowed not to help anyone during the examination Hall especially in school.

But in college the vow will be broken if either I needed help or if someone else needed it. He was the first one to break my vow in college. In fact I didn't help Lacy as such in such times. But he was someone special to me. I left the Hall. He was still writing. My heart wanted to wait for him. But my mind told me to leave the Hall and go home with Lacy .

And just after completing my exams I went home.

After all, the next exam was Maths..