It really feels like my legs are going to be put beneath the soil. Two exams in a day. Only one day left to cover up the subjects. I called Suzie to discuss the chemistry part. Gray called me up to complete the English part. Sky was asking me to send the chemistry notes. The total hub-hub went side by side. Anxiety, fear and other detrimental factors were working for me. I felt like crying myself out.
But who would listen and comfort me? I wept, my silent tears rubbed my eyes and became normal after a minute.
Sky asked, "Have you registered for the exam? "
I replied, "Nope.I will register on the last day of the exam for the online course exam. "
"I see. "
"Have you registered? "
"Yep! "
"What centre did you prefer and the time slot? "
"Our college and afternoon time slot. "
"Great, I was thinking the same. "
"Ok."
"By the Way, Did you require any documents for the registration? "
"Nope, But take a photo and signature of yours. And of course. "
"Okay."
"Send me no. 10"
"Sure."
Our chat went on.. .
During the evening I called him up to inquire about the unsolicited letter. I never thought it would feel so good chatting with him. He was listing the grievances for the subjects. And I was keenly listening.
Hearing his voice after 3 long days it already felt like weeks. I was listening and imagining his expression. I never thought he could speak so much. He chatted non-stop for almost half an hour but I wanted time to slow down even more. The greed never ends, be it longing for materials or be it longing for someone.The more you get, the more you desire to crave. I was a bit mute as I was busy feeling him and responding to him.
Luckily, mom and Nikki were not at home otherwise I wouldn't be able to chat for long. Girls need to be reserved in front of their elders especially when chatting with someone of the opposite sex.
Although I regard everyone as my friend, I need to be reserved. The sensation was over after I took the initiative of hanging the phone. Although if I had wished I could have chatted with him more but exams were dragging me to the right path back then. I hope the exam will be alright for both of us.