"Alex, I need to get back to my place." I was wearing his shirt, we had just finished our lunch and were having coffee on his balcony. I was smoking my cigarette.
"You should really stop smoking baby." He told me while stroking my hair.
"I know, I started this when that incident happened. It's like therapy for me. Sorry. I just..." I quickly dragged it for one last time, then put it out. I sighed and relaxed.
"I'm going to get change, I have to go to the office." I stood up but he was in front of me in no time.
"Yes Alex, I'm going to break things off with Francois. We're doing this daddy thing, you will take care of me. I will be all yours, no happy ever after."
"Good, I'll take you back." He said, moving out of my way.
I finally arrived at my place, Kamaria was already gone. I said my goodbye to him and literally pushed him out the door.
"I still need my space, Alex." He groaned, but finally leave me alone. I closed the door in his face, he was yelling outside my door.
"I'll pick you up at seven Addie! Bring your overnight stuff. We ...." I finally shushed him and pulled him inside my apartment.
"What the hell Alex! You're fucking yelling..." He grinned and pulled me flat to his chest and kissed me deeply, his hand was fondling my breast, tweaking my nipple, I was moaning in no time.
"Don't ever close your door on me, Addie. But yeah I'll see you tonight at seven, bring your overnight stuff. We're doing the fucking thing again tonight." His hand now slipped between my legs, taking me higher until he stopped, making me whined.
"And that will make sure you will stay needy for my touch, until tonight." Then with another mouthwatering kiss, he left me hot and bothered and alone in my apartment.
I groaned, and quickly took a cold shower. It was just after three when I arrived at the office, Gary was giving me the rundown and a couple of documents to sign. Then he returned minutes later with my espresso. I sighed and open my balcony door, then light my cigarette, and have some me-time.
Finally.
In the back of my mind I know it was true what my shrink said. That I smoke because subconsciously, I need to stop smelling the blood, and the gunshot residue from that awful night.
I was looking at the window pondering my life away, I was taking my last puff of the cigarette, and putting it out. When Francois knocked on my door and popped his handsome rugged face in my office.
"Hey, babe." He rests his sexy ass on my desk. And started pulling me up to him. He felt so comfortable, I sighed and laid my cheek to his chest.
"Hey, you." I put my palm on his chest, feeling it for the last time.
"Why do I feel like you're breaking up with me? When we're not even together?" He kissed my forehead and pulled me back, trying to read my face.
"Erm...yeah, you're not wrong about that. It's just that, we have been...I'm not...shit. This is hard." I smiled awkwardly, looking at him.
"Ssshh...baby, it's good. I mean not good for me obviously, but it's what we agreed on from the start. So now all of this will be off-limit to you, it'll be back to all you can see but can't touch again." He was pointing himself up and down, winking, and smiling deviously at me.
Oh! I'm going to miss watching his handsome face when he climaxes.
Then he pushed himself flat against mine making me sighed again. "Hmm...no moans, I must really be losing it." He kissed my cheek one last time and peeled himself off of me.
"He's one lucky man, whoever he is. Make sure he knows it. You're one special woman, you always have a special place in my heart, Adriana." He rubbed my cheek with his thumb and kissed my forehead.
"I'll see you around babe." He left my office smiling, but his eyes were not. I tried to ignore the slight pinged in my hear, because I have let him down. He had been there for me, for the longest time.
Shit! He'd better be fucking worth it.
But deep down I knew there was something different with Alexander, that made me want to quit my office affair, he even made me want to quit smoking.
Damn him!
Seven arrived too quickly, I was dragging my last smoke and putting it out. Then finish my coffee and putting the cup in the sink.
"Kami darling, I'll be staying at Alex again tonight." She was smiling at me, then jumped out of her bed, and hugged me tightly.
"You deserved this sis, you have been working for as long as I can remember. Have fun okay!" I laughed at her and shook my head, at the same time Alex called. She beat me to the door, and quickly pushed me out of the door.
"Alex! Take good care of her okay! She needs this more than she knows." Then she hugged both of us and abruptly closed the door, but then open it again, giving my overnight bag and purse. Alex was laughing at me now. Clearly loving Kami, for kicking me out of my own apartment.
"I'm so sending her a large thank you gift basket. You must tell me, her favorites though. So, let's go. We're having dinner before I'm having you." He started kissing me once we were in the elevator. I was a mess, his fucking mess, moaning like a cat in heat.
He's too fucking good at this.
"Damn Addie, you're too fucking irresistible baby. I need to take you out and have dinner and all that, but you're making it hard for me, like literally. So fucking hard already baby." He was breathing heavily in my ear while licking and nipping my neck.
"You to me Alex, you make me feel like a constant cat in heat. You need to tone it down baby. I'm wet already." He groaned at my words, as he squeezed my ass tighter.
"Alex! Fuck baby. You.need.to.stop." I was a moaning mess until we heard the elevator ding and peeled ourselves apart from each other.