Flashbacks

When I was nine years old, My teacher ask me what was my dream,I said that I want to be a rich person. My teacher just laugh and encourage me. He said that nothing is impossible. By the way my name is Rain Luna ,24 single. so where am i? right, my teacher laugh at my dream. His face and expression is still vivid in my mind. naturally I was still clueless why he would laugh at me. But when I was 18 years old, I finally realize, How laughfable my dream is. My father left us behind. The only pillar that supporting us financially. The reason?, Well, he finds a better women, Young and sexy. My mother saw that,and she was devastated both emotionally and physically. She gets thinner day by day. The vices that she hates the most in the past, Is her companion day and night. Smoking,gambling,drinking. She tried all of it, just to forget the pain in her heart. Then suddenly when I was just got home after school, I saw my mother lying motionless on the floor. I was frantic and nervous. I tried to shake her while yelling for help. I tried to call for an ambulance but my phone is slipping past in my trembling hands. Our neighbor hear my yelling then he help my mother to carry her in a car to send her in a hospital. I came home too late. Mother was already dead, I kept blaming my self for not accompanying my mother more. When the funeral starts,My father appears with his mistress. If not for this lustful man. then my mother will not be like this. I was full of rage and hatred for this man that's once i called "Father", I rush to him then I gave him a straight punch to his face. If my friends did not try to stop me, I will surely beat him to death. After my mother died, I was really depress. My friends tried to give an advice,but what kind of advice can you give,when your only love ones died right? I go to a nearest government office to change my surname to my mother. I waited for months,finally my surname got change, I don't have any ties with that man. it means i don't have any relatives left basically an orphan.I drop out on school, then began working like a adult. just like today, I just got out on the work. I am a call center agent, high school graduate,proficient in english. Thankfully I was studying really hard on english subject when i was still studying. I was straying far away in my story, sorry about that. I was walking in my rented apartment, when suddenly there's a man aimed a knife in my body. He was demanding for money and other stuff. If i give my money on him then i will be living on streets. naturally i strugle free in his grip, I try to fight him, when he lunge the knife in my stomach. He was flustred in sudden development he run far away quickly while leaving me behind with a knife a my stomach. My vision starting to darkens,then darkness devour all light in my eyes.