'Am I the villain here?'
That question bogged me the entire day and I haven't said a word to Craige since we had that conversation this morning.
He was telling me that what I was doing was not right.
That I was not being considerate by keeping it from the teachers.
That I was being savage for encouraging them to do worse things.
[Savage… my word, not his.]
And after an entire day of contemplation and silently reflecting on my intentions, I've finally arrived at a conclusion.
Guilty as charged.
I admit. I really was guilty of enticing them.
I did want them to do worse things. I wanted to see the extent of their capabilities. To see if they're the same species as those people responsible for what happened to me in the past.
I didn't know the reason for that strong desire until I thought about it.
And when I finally found my answers, I could only scoff in disbelief.
I wished for them to be the same species.