Out of nowhere, she's wake up after something calling her off.
So hard!
So cold!
And it hurt like crazy!
Tore open the eyes, her scenery is black. Pure black like she was totally lost her sight not like yesterday.
Wait, yesterday?
What happened yesterday?
Her mind searching the yesterday data in hoping to find out what was going on today?
Not long, she heard something being pull open with a great pressure.
What is really going on here?
"Finally, the sleeping beauty is awake."
Said someone from afar. Clearly she could hear the sound of heels knocking on the floor. It's echoes back the rhythm in the black. Slowly and unbearable.
She somehow knew and recognise the voice. Sound familiar to her but where?
"Wake up princess. You got chores to do! Don't you expect your day gonna be smooth sleeping like a baby! Your rest is over. Now get up!"
Is she my step mother?
The way she speak of the sentence like mimicking the poison of the snake. The spur of the poison really making her skin burn by the words.
It does sting her.
I'm gathering as many energy as I can managed to help myself up. Well, only then slumped back to the hard and cold surfaces.
"Your not a child anymore, Aulia. Do I have to count to three just to remind your every single f***ing time b*tch? Wake up!!"
That person shouting not only by her voice but she also scream with her leg kicking my body like a piece of trash!
I screamed in pain. Yes. Like a lot in pain!
Feels like her body being smash by the giant block and that block totally do the damages onto her small frame.
Could hear the sound of the broken bones here and there. What the hell is going on here?
She pulled my hair like I was a a potato sack, dragging me to the I don't know where.
"Please....p-please...it hurt...."
That the only thing I could say with scratchy voices. I don't know if she could hear me out or not. I'm sobbing trying to hold my pulled hair.
I can't do more cause I know my right arm already broken. I couldn't lift it at all. Let that part be dragging to anywhere. It's so painful when being push to something that I couldn't sure of it.
I don't know for how long I've been 'walking' to somewhere but I stopped...no...she stopped and let go of my hair like she was disgusted by touching it before kicking my throbbing head.
I had to stopped to urge my screaming aloud to the audience.
"Look who's here?"
That voice. I knew it...I knew it...
I tried to push myself to look for that voice but nothing I could do. The fuzzy and buzzy sensation making my body feels didn't react to my request. Too numb to even to react.
I opened my eyes for several times, adjusting to the brightness.
And there he is...standing near my head. He looked at me with unreadable expression. He tap his shoe nearby my right ear for several time before stopping it.
I couldn't blink looking him up upside down. I'm too worried if he step on my head ready to kill me.
He gave me his million dollars creepy smile. Showing one of his silver tooth.
His standing shirtless, showing off his bulky tattooed body to us. Standing in his glory self. I could clearly see all his bulgy veins from his exposed built.
He is a dangerous man. Too dangerous even to me, if you cross the line, you pay for it!
What the hell?
I'm back here...to the hell hole...Oh my!
I could feel my body trembling like crazy once my brain registered who the hell this guy.
"You think you can running away from me baby?"
My tears slowly running out from the dam. I don't want to be here again.
Hearing his voice could make me loose my breath not by the good intentions but he could easily finish me off. But he prefer to satisfied his mood before started to kill us like a piece of crap!
This time...I was in this place. What did I do to deserved this kind of treatment? I didn't do something inappropriate, I never disobey his action, his request...
I did whatever he asked me to do, even to see me just standing naked for an hour. He was staring at me without doing anything. Before slowly approaching me, put on my cloth back in slow manner. He sometimes tease me on my bare skin. Smiling, looking at my trembling body, I flinched whenever his hand trying to grope something wasn't him.
I know I'm young but I'm not stupid to know his intentions and it was inappropriate action.
He breathe in before stepping away from me. I let go the breath not knowing I was holding it before.
I don't know what he's thinking about. I don't want to know anything about it because at the end I'm going to die in suffer.
That woman smirking before approaching him. She grab him and kissing him like no tommorow. Showing what she could do to him.
They enjoy each other until I had to watch whatever they did. They f***ing each other in brutal way.
I couldn't stand to watch it and slowly sobbing trying to not pay any attention to it. I tried to cover my ears from listening to their grumbling, writhing, that sloppy sound. But I can't.
I can't move, I can't do anything to let me away from here.
It's so sick. It seems like I'm paralyse not able to move a muscle at all.
All stopped. And the same rhythm moving and nearing me. This beautiful ceiling no longer seems a most magnificent specimen for me to stare for. My view has been blocked by that man smiling face.
There we lipstick smudge all over his face. His evil face.
And out of nowhere, he slowly cradle me in bridal style. My eyes glued on his tattoo chin. Word God in dark green colour seems clearly on my eyesight. I couldn't look straight into his eyes. I just couldn't...
I didn't know how I was breathing while in his warm embrace. I felt sleepy out of nowhere...
"Promise me it won't happen again." he said it not to stern, not too sweet.
But I know it's a threat.
I nodding couldn't utter a single word at all.
"I wanna hear it!" his voice rings up. I could see he jawline move ready to bite me.
"Yes..." it come out like a whisper.
He them smiling looking down at me. Looks happy to listen to my answer. Like nothing happened at all. Like a prank.
Dare to cross, you pay it instantly. I knew my face betrayed me and gave him a small smile.
He beamed happily.
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I used to be his favourite.
I used to be his bunny.
I used to be his everything.
Now...I'm nothing.
He put me gently on the soft pillow. To my surprised, he tend me like I was a princess. An easy shattered princess.
He cleaned me up, everything he did on himself. I watched every single thing he did.
I gave a silent sobbing, my tears didn't stopped. Too sad suddenly.
"Shhh...baby..." he whispered in loving way. Caress the tears away, the more he do that the more tears pouring out until I couldn't take it anymore.
I'm sobbing like a baby wanting to be coax like a baby also. He slowly lay down beside me and gently kissing me on my forehead a few times.
I missed him when he treats me like I was his everything.
He whispered sweet nothing to let me feel secured in his warm embraces. I missed his smell, I missed his good and gentle side.
I couldn't utter any single word out. Too scary to make him stop loving me. Too afraid to touch him like I used to do.
Why I feel this way?
Why my body betrayed me after what just happened a while ago?
The tears stopped because I felt too tired and drowsy. I didn't realised he dripped me with I don't know what.
I don't know what drug he used to make me this calm. But I know...deep down...he regrets to treat me like this again.
I knew...he wasn't meant to hurt me...
I knew he wasn't meant to scare me...
But in the end...I've hurt terribly. Probably soon I'm losing my soul by this guy's action.
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"That ungrateful b*tch!!"
"I will make you even more suffer!"
She flipped the table like it was a piece of plastic thingy.
The room totally in mess condition.
"His mine only! Mine!!"
If the eyes could split you in half, I believe I'll be die in my sleep!