Dumbfounded!
He just kissed me!!
F**k!!
He seems so happy about it...
"You are the first one..." he trailed off.
Of what?
"It was my first kiss, baby!" he claimed it shyly.
But not me. I've been kissed before but not in this such of manner.
Me: "..." Didn't know what to say.
"I'm happy you are the one that took my first kiss. Now we are an officially couple. You're mine...only!"
Thus, this kiss is the seals of our unofficial relationship?
He stated it with confidence entwined our fingers together.
So sweet!
Looking from other side, this kind of sweet gestured...all this resembled the sweet catching moments when long lost couple been reunited back after separating in a long time, in a long distance, in a long of everything. It's overwhelmed...
It did make her heart swollen with unreadable thought about it.
Did this life stumbling upon herself like a fruit fall down to the ground and hit the jackpot?
She admitted...her youth never like the others. She can't put herself before anything else. She had to be trained on to please people first, trained to follow the orders and finally her body no longer belongs to her but for somebody else.
For some reason, she felt like her life not her anymore. The walking shell just started to be live once again after did touched the 'freedom' able to get the control console back.
The insecurities always nailed into her system. What should she do just to chase out that feeling from her system?
Do the love could cure it?
"Let's go to the date, baby!"
The train of her thoughts stopped abruptly and leaving it crashed down and burned to the ash.
"Date?" she stared blankly at him.
Did he just asked me out on the date?
"Yup and you agreed to it—"
She cut off pointed her finger to the air. "When?"
"On the phone. Now come on..." he walked first and I had to follow his steps.
"Wait...my car..." I just looked at my car on the other side of the parking lot away from Z's car.
"Don't worry about it. I will ask Mikael to send it to your house."
"Mikael?" the question marks floating in the air above my head.
"He's the one who found you passed out laying on the floor..."
"Owh..." I just gawking still didn't registered the name in my list as reminders.
Nope! Never heard him and of course never knew him before.
He opened the passenger door and I had to follow his gaze instructions to enter the car. I sighed defeated-ly and he close the door giving me the winning look.
We didn't say a word at all. I could heard the cricket sounds making a 'beauty' song in my head and my ears.
Krikk... krikk... krikk... seriously?
I glancing naughtyly on his radio. If I'm alone I could let the DJ talking to me even he does not 'knowing' who I am and pretending I was a bit happy when he's talking to me back rather than this silent-ness, the never ending silent-ness until we reach the destination.
Pretending interested, I just looked outside through the glass windows didn't know that he keep on glancing at me repeatedly. Well, the scenery was blurred and I know he drives like he owned this road to himself. I don't mind cause I would do that just to be home or just to get my sleeping beauty on the bed.
"Here we are..."
Just that? Here we are? How long he took just to be here?
Where is here?
Welp! 5 minutes drive from my office. Quite fast! Is he furious right now?
I stole the quick glance on him.
What?
He just grinning like crazy?
Looking down to myself.
Shit!
He just asking me out with this outfits?
The short sleeves plain sweat shirt✓
Baggy gray sweater✓
The baggy washed off jeans, holes on the knees✓
My lucky white Converse, slightly dirty on the toes spot✓
Pulling out the phone...
I shrieked looking at the reflection on the blank screen.
I didn't even washed my face at all. So oily! I could fry the fish using this oily stuff stick on my face!
Quickly I grab the wet tissue in my bag and rub my face as fast as I can in the same time comb the oily hairs using my fingers.
Oh my...how 'dirty' I felt right now!
Just thought to having nice showers after got home playing again in my mind but didn't expect to have our first date looking like a messy person. At least I could change to the better outfit first.
"Can we just go home first? I need to clean up and changed..."
"You don't have to cause you just look nice like this. I preferred you like this so no one will take you away from me when you look pretty enough..."
"But I could be pleasant enough just to go on a date with you. Now look at you dashing-ly like this. It's unfair.."
I put away the stained wet cloth sulking, frowning to the side.
I couldn't say more when he turned my face to him and kiss me once again hungryly.
Owh...how many kisses he plans to give to me everyday?
That can be happened next time!
Really?
He let go with mischievous gaze on me on my furrowed eyebrows even more double sulking on him.
"I might do take you here if you making this cute face again..." he whispered leaving me bewildered stunned on his car seat.
"Good! You are beautiful beyond comparison to anyone. I like it and I love it all about you..."
Another quick peck then he let go of my face and got out from the car before running to my side.
Opening the door, I didn't dare to provoke him anymore and chose to follow his flow even I don't like it a bit.
Afraid if he really take me here...
Wait! Take what?
He placed his large palm on the lower back of my body. His long pinky finger almost touching my covered bum.
Haiya...the goosebumps traveling from South to North region of my body in a speed racing car!
Why just looking at him, the butterflies pet happily gave me their reactions? The goosebumps happily trailing all over my body just by his simple graze?
Not to mentioned about the twice kisses he gave me sending the strong signal to my body parts to stopped all the activities and leaving me stunned to the floor.
What kind person he is?
A gentlemen? I don't think so...
He pushed me towards the entrance.
What kind place is this?
All the eyes on me! Opss..on us actually but most the stares on me.
They thought I was:
The sister?
The lover?
The friend?
The unknown?
He snakes his hand tightly on my waist.
Not another set of goosebumps!
"Come on baby..."
He lead the way didn't care about the stares and I just simply curtain-ing my front long fringe to cover my exposed oily face from their unspeakable gazes.
The door open from inside leaving me surprised.
The big fresh flowers bouquet on the table. The crafted bamboo basket filled of assorted chocolates on the display.
Both leaving me stunned but I just walking nearing the beautiful stuff on the table.
Never in my life, someone that I called beyond my remainders gave me this kind of gift...this stuff.
So beautiful... utterly gorgeous!
The flowers arrangements really stunning. The gorgeous maroon blooming roses did captured my heart accompanied with bundle of baby breath...the roses standing elegently as the front row. The main character: to let her most standing stunningly amongst the others.
Those were wrapped beautifully with the white plastic wrapper with brown branching-like transparent wrapper on the outside.
The standing note did captured my sight. It wrote in elegant calligraphy:
'I love you forever baby girl'
Wasn't it too earlier to admit the love? Don't he feel scared if I don't feel the same like he does?
Wow...
The chocolates compilations...
So delicious... delightful...
It did make my mouth watering, couldn't wait more to devour them all.
"All this for you baby girl..."
He hugged me from behind sling his hand on my flat belly.
Urghh...another set ohh...the third goosebumps..
How am I supposed to recognised it that it came from him? This very handsome lad?
How can I rate this guy carefully enough by according to his first moves?
2 out of 10?
Can I say this very beginning he made already leaving me wants him just to myself?
Such a greedy old lady huh, Didie Aulia...
"Thanks but...all this are too much for me..."
"Baby...it's nothing compared to what you did in my life. If it wasn't of you, I'm not gonna be here with you..."
He placed his chin on top of my head uttering sweet nothings but each his words leaving me wonder...what did I do before just to deserved this kind of...gift?
"You did something that anyone didn't do to me. Your my superhero by saving my life..."