A strong feeling of warmth envelops my entire body. It was a safe feeling that would make anyone let down their guards.
A soft humming accompanied the warmth and seriously, It was so relaxing that all I could think of were the emotions I've been letting my ignorant overshadow.
This feeling made me use my head.
And thus, I let my eyes remain closed, afraid this soothing feeling would disappear if I were to open them.
The information from the system called Dot could still be seen in my unconscious mind, as if it's some hologram display.
It was vivid as daylight and I read through it again.
I was depressed. I was sad.
Was it worth it?
Was sleeping around worth it?
Is this some sort of curse? Why couldn't I control myself?
Am I insane or what?
I've read so many stories related to Transmigration and system, so even though it was shocking that I seem to be living the life of those protagonists, I just want to make better use of it.
To quench my lust, till I'm only left with one desire.
And that's to spend the rest of my life with Amy, after I complete what the system requires of me.
That's a long time into the future though, as I'm currently an infant and the system mentioned returning after I turned a teenager.
The points I'm required to get though??
That's a lot, but she said I could earn it by just living.
That means, just waking up and seeing the day passed and then sleeping and then following the same routine right?
Honestly, this isn't clear, so instead of letting that mess up my head, I just decided to put this at the back of my mind and live.
I will treat all this as a long dream, and hopefully whatever I experience in this world, I would be able to forget them and live as a decent man.
This adventure, I told myself to rock it.
While I was still deep in thought and overshadowing my depression with determination, I heard the soft voice of the woman holding me.
The woman gave me so much warmth.
The woman making me feel like not even an insect would have the chance to hurt me.
"Why aren't you waking up, baby? Do you hate me? Could you already tell it will be just me and you, and you hate it?
I would try my best for you, my baby. I will be a good mother, so even if we have no one, let's have one another.
Are you okay? I'm scared."
I don't have to open my eyes to know she was crying as she was saying those words.
My heart felt squeezed.
I might be a Playboy, but I have a heart.
I'm a compassionate being and at times, I nearly drown in the ocean of my playground.
I wouldn't officially date Amy if this wasn't the case.
She was supposed to be one of many catches, but after her tears about losing her virginity and how she continuously asked me if I wouldn't leave her, I made the decision to make her my girlfriend that day.
Not by name, like I used to, just to taste many ladies, but a real girlfriend.
I wonder why this woman has no one?
The hurt in her tone said a lot and I just wish I could comfort her.
She gave birth to me after all.
So, technically she's my mother.
This made me wonder how my mom would react to my death.
She would kill Amy before the law even succeeded in prosecuting her.
She had that much influence.
Poor Amy. I can't wait to see her again.
Now, back to my new mom. I slowly opened my eyes and oh dear! She's so young….. and beautiful.
Not even her tears, and her slightly unkept state affected her look.
She looked so innocent, that I couldn't help but wonder who impregnated such a young girl.
Damn it!
Was she sexually harassed?
And suddenly, the thought a jerk like me put her in this situation stung like a bee.
I blinked my eyes and my thoughts were interrupted by her next reaction.
As if staring at the most beautiful thing in the whole world, she leaned forward and stared into my eyes.
Her tears were nowhere to be found.
She was smiling so brightly and there's curiosity in her eyes.
It makes me wonder if she could even handle raising a child.
She's so innocent.
"Baby, you're awake. You really open your eyes."
She looked so happy.
She looked like she couldn't believe this existence came through her body.
She's so cute.
I couldn't help but smile at her adorable reaction.
This made her eyes grow more huge and she hugged my tiny body to herself.
"You're my baby. You smiled at me. My son." She said and moved left and right a little.
Gosh! It felt so warm and sincere.
Now, who's the bastard who broke her heart?!
This enraged me. I am quick to be smitten by kindness and alluring things, so it's kind of the same at the moment.
I'm already having this feeling of responsibility over her.
Perhaps because she gave birth to me?
Or it's just been my nature since the start.
She pulled me back and looked at me again.
Letting me rest comfortably on her laps and supporting me with one hand, she reached out her right hand and then touched my face all over with her fingers.
Her face was of disbelief and wonder.
Understandable as she's still very young. Her petite figure made that stand out, as I'm sure some girls of her age could look bigger.
Look at me talking as if I'm sure of her age.
The sound of the door opening made her jolted a little and she quickly retracted her hand, ending her ticklish touch that has started to make me give her smiles every now and then.
I wonder who came in.
I hoped it's someone she knew and would stop feeling like she's alone.
Even if she's really alone, with the time I'm to spend with her, I would make her feel that she has someone.
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