Me plus the light of life

As I kept having these dreams I felt as I was about to get captured by the love of daylight. These days have been passing by and I did not accept anyone as my friend but my thoughts, there isn't anyone who can remind me of freedom I see happy kids walking with their parents as I... watch and just wish that someone has alway cared for me. "Your highness, are you sure you want to stay?" Said one of the servants "Yes..." I said calmly but heartbroken "It would be much fun if you joined her highness princess Alexander for Christmas, there will be kids, food, families an-" "ENOUGH!" I shouted with anger in my eyes, I wasn't really in the mood because of what happened to my parents and on Christmas Eve was the day that always reminded me of that day.... ( if you want to know what happen to her parents keep reading but it's not necessary) One time my parents and I were wrapping presents, we had so much fun and it was what I did best at in that time; we were having fun on Christmas Eve until one of the soldiers came and announced that the other kingdom on the other side ( Barrie land) wanted war, my father went out of the castle but when he reached outside he got shot by an arrow; my mother tried saving him but they both couldn't survive because of the poison on the tip of the arrow.u