I seem to wonder back into my room. Regret still running through my head and a feeling of recognition. I sit on my bed and look at Nicole who's still laying asleep. Then I lay down myself. Thoughts run through my head as I eventually douse off. "I love you," he says brushing his fingers through my hair while gently touching my face "I love you to," I reply as he slowly leans in and kisses me. Our breaths are hard an my heart speeds up as my body lays up against the couch and he creeps on top of me. Hand going underneath my blouse touching me gently. I wake up. This is more then a dream i know this dude this actually happen but 'how' I thought to myself. I get out of bed as fast as I laid down and leave my room in the middle of the night in my pink pjs wrapped in a robe and bunny slippers on my feet. I'm beating myself up asking myself why I cant really remember anything. Nothing at all from my past years it's all a blur.