its just another night laying in the bed, where my heart and the a.c are equally dead...
I wonder what got me here?
smoking a joint, and sipping a beer?
running from abuse,
but cant escape the fear...
only crying alone, so nobody can hear... "just hold it in, they don't get it my dear."
I stay to myself,
to avoid awkward shame,
because I'm so broken and drowning in pain....
if I had stayed , I'd be black and blue.
but now I'm alone, And don't know what to do....