I never wanted to talk about the kissing thing that happened 20 minutes ago but sitting here and watching it reoccurring after the announcement of our school camping trip. I find myself asking this same question over and over again. Will Steven go on the trip? Would he go with Christy? Hell!.
School trips aren't my thing and this one is involuntary which I don't have to go but seeing this happening right in front of me, I became alerted of the situation I was in. So because I let myself feel for once I am now clinging to this whole thing which is absolutely ridiculous but hurting.
"Will he go?". I finally ask Clara who was busy scrolling through her book after so many tries of making me open up to her which didn't happen. She looked at me briefly and said she would like to check if they bought a ticket. Ticket for camping? I groaned and covered my ears as Christy's squealing got louder.
