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Chapter 6 - Learn To Live Without Me

Now again, we used to study together, used to eat together and go home together. Now "like" between us turned into the "love". The time was passing too fast. Soon that year was about to end. All the college students were working hard for the final examination. As the year was passing, my fear of getting away from her was also increasing. The final examination was started. During the exams, we used to spend very little time with each other. In that period of time, both of us were more focused in our study. Soon the last day of examination came. I waited for her outside the college. She was looking very happy as she was unaware that this is the last time I am standing next to my car to wait for her. I opened the door for her and covered the car ceiling. I had planned something special for her. I told her "we are not going to hostel today". She asked me "So, where we are going". I said "It's a surprise". She was thinking that what is special today. I just wanted to make our last few moments special for her. All the way, she was very happy thinking about the surprise. And I wanted to see her as much as I can in these remaining few hours. I took her to a clothing shop. I told her that we cannot go like this there so wear the dress that you like here. I wore a black suit which had a black pant, black blazer and white shirt. I was sitting there on the couch and was waiting for her to come out of the trial room. Then she came out. Slowly I lifted up my eyes. She wore a red gown. She was looking so beautiful that I was unable to keep my eyes away from her. Then I chose a high-heeled shoe for her. She said "Today is not my birthday you know ...right??". I said "yeah, I know". The sun was going to set soon. Now we were ready to go there. I stopped the car near a garden. Nothing was visible in the garden. It was all dark there. She asked me "Is it your special place". I held her hand and said "come with me". As we were taking steps forward, the lights were glowing up. She was very surprised and was just keep watching the lights glowing up itself. Then we reached to the center. The whole garden was decorated with the lights. Lights made a huge heart shape on the ground at the center of which there was a table for two. I took out the ring from my pocket and bended my knee. I looked into her eyes. I said "You know when we bumped into each other on the first day of college since then I started falling for you. And on the first rain of monsoon you taught me how to enjoy rain. When you had made noodles for me at my home, when you grabbed my hand on the roller coaster, when u threw water on me in the pool, when you helped me to cook food in front of your family, my love for you was keep on increasing. I love you Myra, you are the most beautiful thing ever happened in my life. And I want to grow old with you". After that we both were just smiling silently and keep looking into each other's eyes. Both of us had tears in eyes. Then she pulled me up and embraced me and said "I love you too, you are the most beautiful thing happened to me too and I want to grow old with you too". I said "I will there by your side no matter what happen in future". Both of us were very emotional at that moment. I didn't know how to tell her that I am going 4200 miles away from her. I didn't want to see her sad.

After that both of us ate the food. Then I took her to the hostel. I opened the door for her, she came out of the car and happily going towards the hostel. I was watching her going in front of me. Suddenly I called her name. She turned around and I said "Give me that special victory look". She showed her 32 teeth and made a victory sign with fingers near her eyes. I clicked her photo and said bye. Then quickly I went from there. When she went inside the hostel, she saw some seniors packing their bags. They told her that today was their last day of college. Now she know the reason behind that sudden surprise. Quickly she ran towards her room and called me. I was on my way to home. I stopped the car and picked up the phone. She said "Now you will not come to college". She was breathing very fast. I said "No I will not and…". She said "And what...". I said "And I have flight tomorrow, I am going to London. Only one year, next year I will bring you there too". She didn't say anything for few minutes. Then she said with fake smile "Don't worry, we can still see and talk with each other. So, okay! I have to go. Have a safe flight" and quickly hung up the phone. She lay on the bed, blanketed herself fully from head to toe and was crying. I was watching her victory look photo which I just clicked. Her favorite song was playing in the car. I got tears in my eyes too. It was a very dark night. I closed my eyes and put my head on the steering wheel and a flashback of her memories started to playing in my mind....