Justin!
He's the first person to set his eyes on me as I walked into class but he looked away immediately and grimaced as if he was struck with pain. 'Am I that intolerable?', I questioned myself. I frowned and wanted to say something when I saw a girl with black auburn hair clinging onto him tightly, looking at him as if he's the most priceless thing to her.
I recognized that hair instantly, it belongs to Chloe. That two - faced bitch! She told me she didn't have English but she showed her schedule to me, then how is she here now?
'Are you just going to stand there all day?', the teacher questioned. I looked around and saw all the seats have been filled except for one at the back beside him - Justin. I have to endure trying to not let the tears fall. I can't have hum ignore me and watch me cry too. Its too much to bear.
'Hey!,' I heard Chloe said to me. 'Hi,' I smiled a little in return when she did and sat beside Justin sitting away as far as possible from him.
'Hey so, I changed my class to the same as yours and coincidentally same with Justin,' she said to me but mostly Justin. He just gave her a little smile and her cheek reddened. My whole body and heart shuddered and sank at the thought of seeing Justin with another girl. An unknown emotion filled my whole heart as I tried to concentrate on what the teacher was explaining - synonyms of words was it but I couldn't? Was it jealousy? No, it can't be! Why would I be jealous of a girl I don't even know? But the image of her and Justin laughing right now by my side even aggravate my fear.
I can't lose him. I love him too much but I can't stand a guy that doesn't talk to me, ignores me and takes decisions pertaining to us all by HIMSELF. I wanted to hate me but I couldn't.
As the class almost came to an end, I noticed Chloe was a pretty bright student too. She answered all the questions Miss Hope asked. The class ended and I was about to walk out of the class when Miss Hope called me back when I noticed Justin and Chloe were all waiting by Miss Hope's table. Why, I wondered?
'Kylie. I can see some changes in your academic area and you concentrate more in class which I'm proud of. As I told you last week that you may also be considered to be among the participant to represent the school at the Inter Annual Collegiate Competition but Chloe, here is a new student and I would like to give her also an opportunity to boost her morale and also give her some opportunities since I understand that she's on the same level as Mr. Payne here. Are you okay with that?', she said as she gave me the 'I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do' look.
'I'm fine. It's OK. I'm cool with it,' I said as I rushed out of the class. 'Kylie! Kylie! Kylie! Please wait,' I heard a somewhat girly voice call me.
I stopped in my tracks and wiped the uncontrollable tears falling and turned back to face my caller who I suspected to be Justin but I was disappointed. I find out it was Chloe, she was grinning and smiling a lot which I find suspicious.
'Kylie, are you okay?', she asked in a sad voice but the look on her face says different.
'Yeah, I'm fine. Congrats,' I say to her now looking at her side to see the person standing there. I saw it was Justin, looking at me sadly as if he wanted to say something but doesn't know how or as if there's something blocking from doing that. Well, I don't care if he has or not, he can go suck it up his ass. But he looks good right now; dressed in his casual black pants paired with a plain white shirts with white vans and his usual glasses. His lips looks so inviting that I can imagine the tingles shoot up my whole body. I also saw him looking at my face then my lips and to my face to my lips again. I licked my lips, moisturizing it and saw Justin heaved up and down as if he's in a constraint. He removed his glasses and uses his left hand to rub all over his face, tangling it in his head. I laughed internally, so I affect him as much.
'So...,' I started to say.
'Yeah so... Do you wanna go have lunch with us?', Chloe inquired breaking the awkward silence.
'No, I'm really sorry! I can't. I have something to do', I quickly walked away.
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'Well, I'll see you later', she hollered back and waved before walking away with Justin. I just turned halfway to take a look at Justin when I saw as his hand on went to Chloe's lower back and she giggled in return. Not only that, she leaned up and gave him a kiss on the cheek and on the nose too. A KISS! The whole student cramped up in the hallway wolf whistled and cheered them on, shouting 'Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!'. I felt like vomiting. My whole world crumpled, I couldn't stand anymore. I slumped onto the ground; the students turned the attention to me. One pair, two, three and so on, I lost count. The hallway boomed with laughter as a sophomore came forward, 'The nerd dumped her for the new student. Good one newbie,' he said to Chloe and high-fived his friends.
I saw a pair of legs coming towards me, that's when I stood up and scrambled on my feet and ran to the auditorium and hid behind the stage. What's was I doing again? Yeah OK, hiding as I steady my breathing.
'Kylie, Kylie please. Come outside. I'm sorry', I stay put.
'Just go away Justin please,' I continued crying. I couldn't stop the tears. They wouldn't stop no matter how much I wiped it away. I couldn't stop crying, couldn't stop sniffing. My heart aches, my head's throbbing, my whole body hurts.. everything hurts! Turns out Justin still has his sixth senses, so he used that to trace where my cries is coming from. 'Kylie, are you okay?', he asked as he took my hand in his.
'Stop crying please, it hurts,' he wipede away the teats that still refuse to not fall.
'Don't touch me,' I warned him as I asked away from him.
'Kylie please, I'm really sorry. I .....,' I tried to concentrate on his voice but was drroned out. My head was spinning, I couldn't see clearly. The last thing I knew is that I lost consciousness and slumped to the ground. Again!
I fainted. Yay!