Oh my God! Fuck! Fuck! I'm fucked. How can I ask such a sensitive question? To a guy I just happened to be paired with and started talking to today?
Jesus Kylie!
'T.. There's no need to answer that. Just ignore it, take it as a joke. Ha ha Ha'. I tried to explain. Justin was looking down at me quizzically and his black thick frame glasses was preventing me from guessing his emotions.
I shifted my gaze looking elsewhere. The black converse I had on got my full concentration because I was uneasy and quite nervous. God know what this boy is doing to me.
The silence was deafening.
'No', Justin said.
'No? No to what?' I wondered.
Did he mean 'no' to the question or 'no' to sending me out of here, casting me away to the Netherlands. Never to be seen again.
'I've haven't had my first kiss'. He finally answered blushing. His cheeks was rosy and really pink. Awwn
I looked up at him.
'Really?' I was surprised that this amazing boy in front of me has never had his first kiss.
'Seriously, like for real? Why?', I question him. I never figured why at eighteen years someone would not have had their first kiss. His Innocence intrigued me.
His blushed deepened, ears were pink to the tips. He gulped a bit, making his Adam apple bobble. That looks so hot.
He looked so adorable. 'How about I teach you?' I held him by his arms.
'Teach me what?', his brows furrowed.
'Teach you how to kiss so you can have more experience. Consider it a gift'. The thought of Justin kissing another girl makes my blood boils.
I tightened my hold on him.
Justin was still debating whether to agree or reject my offer. I tried to close the gap between us by moving closer to him, wrapping my hands around his lean yet muscled waist.
He almost jumped out of his skin which made him stagger and fall back on the couch with me landing on his laps directly. I wrapped my long and slender legs around his waist holding us tightly together.
His messy brown hair looks so ruffled and soft that I imagine myself running my hands through it over and over again.
'Can I touch your hair? '. I asked him meekly.
He answered stuttering, 'Y..Yes. Yes y..you can touch it.'
I moved my hand from his forearm slowly over to his shoulder. I trailed over to his jaw, and chin to his lips, over to his tan cheekbones down to his ears and finally to where I loved most to touch, his hair.
Just like I expected, its texture and softness is amazing. It feel so good to run my hands through his hair slowly and I was rewarded with a low groan from him.
Unbelievable!
Justin groaning when I touched his hair. It sounds so husky and I could listen to it all day long. 'So, Justin I'm going to kiss you now? Are you okay with that?'
'Yes, please'.
I was elated at his response. I was already freaking out at the thought of him saying no.
I first kissed him on both cheeks, his temple, his breath was hot on my skin. I titled my head a little, placing my lips on his slowly, it was like a million butterflies exploded in my head. The feeling was euphoric.
Justin stilled immediately. He wasn't moving at all but I was determined to make his first kiss memorable with me. Our lips still stayed glued to each other. I removed his glass with one hand, deepened the kiss.
It was the best kiss I've ever had. I cupped his face with both of my hands and wrapped my hands around his neck. Slowly, I felt his lips move in sync with mine.
I said against his lips, 'when kissing a girl, try holding her closer by wrapping your hands around her waist'. I felt him move his hands slowly around my waist on cue. He's a fast learner. The kiss when from being slow and sweet to being frantic and passionate.
I pulled back to catch my breath but Justin pushed me back against him again making our lips collide back together. Our lips move in sync again making us fits perfectly for each other.
Justin pulled back finally to breath properly, smiling widely looking at me adorably. I pecked him once more on the lips and got off his laps and sat beside him looking at the boy that caught my heart unaware.
'Kylie.. Kylie.. Kylie'. I heard Justin calling me in his husky voice luring me to sleep.
'Yes Justin. What is it? Is something wrong with ... the kiss?'. I asked afraid.
'No. No. It was perfect. I just want to say thank You. It was amazing.' He replied making his cheeks reddened. It was so cute.
Oh boy. I'm in so deep.
'I'm so sorry I don't think we can continue the project again today. It's late already.' I said.
'Oh' he look disappointed.
I smiled, shaking my head while moving closer to him. I brought him down to my eye level and kissed him longingly. He wrapped his arms around my shoulder and I groaned in response which makes him deepens the kiss. It felt like home in his arms. Me kissing him and he matches by kissing me back are awesome but the former isn't as euphoric as the latter.
We kissed maybe for seconds or minutes, I can't say. But what l do know is that I never want to stop kissing him and I think he never wants to either.
I pulled back and we both catch our deprived breath. I caught him smiling widely again, showing his perfect pearly white teeth and I couldn't help but to smile back in return though I know he can't see me.
'So I'm gonna go now. My mom probably waiting for me already. Are you sure you'll be fine on your own?.' I stood up from his side and adjusting my clothes properly.
'Yeah. I'll be fine, you can go. My parents might also be on the way.' He said in a monotone voice. What happened just now? Why the change in his demeanor?
'Hmm... How about we get dinner together at Taco Bells and I promise I will bring you back?' I asked because I felt bad leaving him alone in his house especially since it's so late at night.
'Okay. Just help me find my shoes', he chirped happily.
Was he sad that I'm leaving? I smiled at the thought.
I found his shoes, he was almost done when I got a notification on my phone. I checked, it was from Dustin saying, 'Hey babe. Are you up for a hook up tonight? Call me when you get this - Love ya.'
Who in the world message their girlfriend to hook up? What was I even doing with him?
I ignored it, knowing he probably at his friends house fucking another bimbo girl. I shook my head, focusing on the pretty boy in front of me waiting patiently.
'Is there something wrong?' I saw he was already done with his shoes. He perfectly tied the lace, I'm impressed.
'Are you done baby?', I blurted. His eyes widened, 'baby?'
I looked at him expectantly, he was quiet. Woah, maybe I'm taking this too fast. Chill Kylie.
I was happy he chose to ignore it and did not further drag the talk. He hummed in reply, stood up and we both walked out of house together into the dark night.
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