I am Tai Mayi. I was an ant before but when I reached 100.000 years of cultivation I reincarnated as a human. According to grandfather, it would be good to write about my life to practice my writing and to learn from my errors, experiences, and personal relationships so I started this diary.
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[XX/XX/XXXX]
Today, grandfather brought me to his anthill. I do not really understand how people can live in these 'houses', as they called. Where are the holes, the labyrinths making difficult for enemies to track you? There are even little humans that did not help at all, only laying sleeping when they are not even queens.
Humans are very strange.
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[XX+5/XX/XXXX]
After some days of staying here, I discovered that the little humans are called kids and it is normal for them to be cared for until they grow. I do not really understand why they do not throw them away to their death if they are useless and put more eggs to create a greater number. If they continue like this the colony will perish.
Rare.
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[XX/XX+1/XXXX]
I am getting used to living with humans, not that matter much as my disguise is perfect and humans are too weak and silly to find out.
I learned about some customs and habits from humans. I must say that their food is tastier than what I used to eat, mostly other ants, beasts or fruits. It not tastier than the cookies of the white-haired little hu-, kid, but its something. Where that kid will be?
Humans have good things.
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[XX/XX+3/XXXX]
I asked grandfather about the white-haired kid. He told me that if he is strong, I only need to also be strong and in the future, we will meet. If he is weak, there is no need to never meet him, so I do not need to worry.
I want him to be strong.
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[XX+3/XX+3/XXXX]
I fought against the other kids as I discovered I was also a kid. They are all very weak, even the bigger ones are weak, it should not be the biggest is the strongest? My brothers were the biggest and the strongest.
About the normal-sized humans, they are a little stronger than me, but it would only me little years to surpass them. Grandfather was the strongest and he is only around the level of my brothers, in the forest any of my brothers will win.
Grandfather said that he is almost at the limit of his strength and he will not become stronger and that it will be great if I will surpass him. As grandfather takes care of me and is helping me search for the white-haired kid, I do not mind helping his colony in the future as it is sure that I will become stronger than him.
Humans are overall weeks.
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[XX/XX/XXXX+2]
I am mostly adapted to grandfather's clans. Human colonies are called like this, in my grandfather's case is called Strength Clan.
There is nothing to do except to try to increase my strength, eat, and sleep. Very calms days without any predator.
Even now, I do not understand why most of the adults (It is like normal-sized humans are called) are hitting some metals to make forms. They said it is for fighting, but it is not my own carcass the best attack and defense?
Humans continued to be strange.
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[XX/XX+7/XXXX+2]
Humans had a lot of rules about how to talk and relate with each other that I must learn. This made me think about what I will do when I find the white-haired kid. I want to be always with him.
I need to find a way.
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[XX/XX+8/XXXX+2]
After observing for a month, I found different kids that not only played (play is going around without working) together, then even stay together when they go to sleep. I want this with the white-haired kid.
Asking I learned that the male and female kid in question were brother and sister. As the white-haired kid should be bigger than me, I will be a little sister and him a big brother.
I need to find more about little sisters.
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[XX/XX+9/XXXX+2]
I asked the grandchild of my grandfather about how little sisters are. He puffed his chest (I do not know why) and smiled at me. He told that little sister must be cute, very respectful with their big brothers, and stay with their big brother to be protected while showing their care.
He seemed very silly and week, but he seemed sure of his answer and the other kids run away when they see me, so I did not have any other option.
I will become the cute little sister of big brother.
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[XX/XX+11/XXXX+2]
Mayi here! Mayi finally learned more about being cute! Mayi need to talk as herself in third person, be very clinky and make a pitiful face with my big round eyes.
Mayi tried with some adults and Mayi received a lot of sweets! Yatah! Mayi will continue being the cutest, Mayi will be always together with big brother.
Mayi doesn't know why Mayi is being followed by Long (Grandpa's grandson). He asked Mayi to call him big brother! How he dares?! Mayi is only big brother's little sister! Mayi doesn't want to be always with Long.
Mayi must beat Long.
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[XX/XX+6/XXXX+3]
After months of pleading grandpa to go outside to find big brother, he finally let Mayi go. Mayi will go to an academy (where kids of different clans learn together). There, there will be more probable to find big brother.
Today Mayi will go to the Heaven Dou Imperial Academy.
Mayi is looking forward to meeting big brother.
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[XX+1/XX+6/XXXX+3]
Mayi entered the academy after beating some kids. They were very week. Mayi doesn't understand why humans looked at Mayi with big eyes when Mayi show her rings. Humans are supposed to have rings, so Mayi is like a normal human, no? *tilting Mayi's head, blinking cutely* :) It's another super cutely move that I learned.
Mayi will be the best little sister and be with big brother forever!
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[XX+6/XX+6/XXXX+3]
Adults said that Mayi is strong. Of course, how could Mayi not be?! They said that they will prepare me a test to be with other strong kids.
Maybe big brother is there!
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[XX+10/XX+6/XXXX+3]
After beating a kid with a cat spirit, the adults were surprised again. They said that Mayi passed.
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[XX+12/XX+6/XXXX+3]
Mayi is dad. Big brother is not here. But there are some good things. The people there are a bit strong, letting Mayi tired. They at least don't run away.
Mayi won't be their little sister, but at least Mayi will learn their names. Mayi need to be cold with them or they might confuse Mayi as their little sister.
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[XX/XX+9/XXXX+3]
Shi brothers, Tianheng, Yan, Feng, Osler, and Lingling, 4 males and 3 females. Finally, Mayi remembered their names. If it weren't for big brother, Mayi won't mind being Lingling's little sister, she smells very good. Mayi wants to try eating her spirit!
Mayi is happy here, beating them until Mayi is tired. The best is the food! There's no limit and it's delicious. If only big brother was here. *Mayi puffed her cheeks* Another cute technique that Mayi learned!
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[XX/XX+1/XXXX+4]
Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BIG BROTHER IS HERE! Mayi finally found big brother! He is called Bai!
Big brother came to the academy to stay. Mayi used all her cute techniques against him so Mayi is his little sister now.
Mayi will be always with big brother!
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[XX+2/XX+1/XXXX+4]
Big brother found that Mayi was an ant and he.... Accepted me! Yatah! Mayi is his little sister! Mayi loves big brother and big brothers love Mayi. Big brother cookies are the best and kisses (Joining lips together) are very warm and sweet, Mayi likes them!
Not only that but Mayi and big brother spirits are compatible. We can fusion! And it's very near to become one!
Big brother had something dark inside him, but it seems to be sleeping so no problem.
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[XX/XX+6/XXXX+4]
Mayi wants to have a better relationship with big brother so Mayi asked Yan about it. She is always with Tiangheng so she should be his little sister and they will be always together.
Mayi was wrong, Yan and Tianheng were lovers, not brother and sister. Mayi wanted to ask but Yan became angry and left. Mayi don't know why.
Mayi need to ask another female.
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[XX/XX+8/XXXX+4]
Mayi asked Feng because Lingling liked to be alone and Feng was the only female that Mayi knows.
She told me that lovers are people that liked each other and wanted to be always together. When Mayi asked the difference about little sisters and lovers, Feng answered that sisters were family or people that liked very much each other as friends. Sister usually stays a lot of time with brother when they are young but as they grow they live in different places, but lovers are always together, becoming fiancees and later wife and husband. That someone can have many sister, but usually only one lover the person most important to them.
Mayi doesn't want to be big broth-Bai's sister. Mayi will be forever with Bai, Mayi is his lover! Mayi won't let any other female approach Bai!
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[XX/XX/XXXX+5]
Bai continued calling me sister, why? Finally, I asked Yan again. She told me that it wasn't bad to be cute, but that I should slowly change to become sexy and do more things of lovers. I don't really know what it means, but I stopped some of the cute speech with Bai. I will imitate Yan interactions with Tianheng.
I am no longer his cute little sister, since today I am his lover!
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[XX/XX/XXXX+6]
The academy team started fighting other humans' teams. They were all very weak and didn't keep up much from a beating so Bai and I quickly stopped participating. The others need to become stronger or I won't enjoy anymore beating them.
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[XX/XX+9/XXXX+6]
I'm in Suotuo City. The academy team participating in more matches. I am a little angry because they had an interesting match against Shrek Academy and I wasn't allowed to participate :(
After the match, Bai and I met Shrek's team. I became very angry when a cute pink-haired girl (Taller female kid) called Rongrong hugged Bai and tried to attack her. I won't let any girl approach Bai!
But I was wrong, the girl was Bai's little sister so I win. It doesn't matter how cute she is, at final, Bai will only be with me together, the sister is not an enemy.
I don't know why but we did a beauty contest, the result didn't matter, but Bai chose me! Making me very happy. It is normal as I was his lover.
Bai's sister became angry, especially at me. She told me that she will try to separate Bai and me. Should I kill her? She can't be Bai's lover, but if she can prevent me from being, I should stop her. I don't know how Bai will react, better ask Yan before doing anything.
Then, Bai said that he loved me and that he wants to be my lover. We weren't lovers before? We loved each other and passed all the time together, wanting to be always with him. We are boyfriend and girlfriend and Bai should take responsibility of me. Anyway, I was happy for him to tell me.
Summarizing, it was a great day :)