"Then how did you love me?"
"Just like after pricking thorns in the hands and waiting for someone to apply ointment."
"(Holding Jesse's wrist) Jesse what are you hiding from me? had you been hurt by Mr maltain? was this the consequence of loving me? Tell me, why are you silent? I want to know. Why didn't you tell me all this?"
"You think too much just like my mother. Ahhhhh, Let's put the food on the dining table." Jesse quick start placing the plate of food on the table.
Dezze also begins to help with Jesse without question because she knew that Jesse was never going to tell her. she always kept quiet and is still so.
[The most fear is in those people who remains very silent because they understand that silence is the solution to everything.But is it really so?]
After dinner,
"can I come in?" Dezze stands outside Jesse's room with pillows in her hands and asks for permission.
"Ohhhh, yes." Shut down the laptop kept in her lap.
"So what were you writing?" by laying her pillow in the side of Jesse's pillow.
"Ohhhh, (Places the laptop on top of the table beside her) Today Danish again called me to complete the unfinished novel. he wants to promote it, I thought I should write a little."
"Ohhhh, "You did well, I'm so glad you started writing again." Dezze lays her body on the bed.
"Ummmm. Wait! (Surprise face) are you going to sleep with me today? And by the way, why didn't you sleep for so long?" Rolls her sitting body towards Dezze and asks.
"Ohhhh yes. I have given my room to Mark, Ricky and Seam to sleep and Mr John is sleeping on the couch in the TV room so I had to come to your room to sleep. And as far as the question of not sleeping till now, I lay that question on you." lingering eyes at Jesse.
"I was about to sleep, but you have come." Jesse immediately lays her body on the bed.
"Since when is it happening?"
"What happening?" Jesse reacts quickly to Dazze's strange questions.
"Haaaaaaahhhhh (sigh). trouble sleeping, keeps lights off and on throughout the night. I keep watching you from afar. are you.......... really okay? Or do you want to..... see the.... doctor once?"
"What will happen to me? I'm totally fine Nothing has happened to me." Swivels her entire body into the "S" position from Dezze's side to the left side.
"You know, sometimes you are murmured in your sleep, sometimes your face is soaked with sweat, sometimes you start chewing your teeth. The most unlucky people in this world are those who are not able to complete their sleep at midnight. Will you still try to pretend in front of me that all is well, nothing has happened to you?"
"Dezze I want to sleep, let me sleep."
trembled Jesse body as soon as Dezze embrace her from behind. "What are you doing?"
"See, Now you start feeling afraid of anyone's touch." Leaving Jesse by her arms and lays straight in her side.
"Good night." Jesse acts like sleeping without saying anything.
"Ohhhh, okay good night."
night 1 o'clock,
"you haven't slept yet." Dezze says by turning her body towards Jesse.
"Ohhhh, You are not sleeping too, why?" Jesse also asks by swivelling her body towards Dezze.
"So that I can give you my arms to sleep." in a flirting way.
"(Murmuring) Flirting all the time only you think. crazy girl."
Jesse is about to go a little away only then Dezze grabs her waist and clasps her in her arms.
"If you ever run into trouble, use me as much as you can because I want you to use me." holding Jesse in her arms.
"I'm fine, you should leave me." while trying to get herself off from Dezze's arms.
"Can't you stay like this for a while? I promise that after some time I will leave you on my own."
"Okay." says shaking her head politely.
"Do you really want to divorce Andi?" Dezze continues her conversation.
"Ummmm." Shaking head.
"What would you do if he really tried to hurt you even after the divorce?"
"Now I am not afraid of Andi. Now I am sure that one day it will definitely come when Andi will stand in front of me but I will be busy with other things."
" Jesse!!!. "
"Ummm" (replied into Dezze's arms).
"I never gave up on you and would not like to." There were some courageous words that came out of Dezze's mouth.
"You should not have so much sympathy for anyone, do not know on which path that sympathy should go later."
"I'm not given you sympathy But I consider it my luck and I never get dissatisfied with my luck."
"(Sigh) haaaahhhh, I can never beat your words. I want to sleep a little."
"Hehehehe (Takes out of her whole teeth). Okay but one condition.
" what condition?."
"I have a friend, she is a psychiatrist. You have to go to her tomorrow. You have to strengthen your health, only then you will be able to go ahead and do something."
"But? (Frustration).
" ummmmm hummmmm not but." (Shakes head). Now you can sleep. "Dezze immediately closes her eyes and pretends to sleep so that Jesse can't able to say "no" to her.
Jesse also tries to sleep while taking her long breath out.