"Jesse, come down. Try to calm yourself". In a softer voice Dezze said..
"No, I am in full consciousness now. I missed you very much and you didn't even know how I have spent so many years without you". Jesse said .
[It is not that Jesse has been holding Dezze for the first time, but haven't seen each other for so many years, it was probably no less than death. Every day remembering that person and spending the whole days it's like a fish placing on the ground from the water].
"First, you calm down yourself, Jesse". Dezze says again in a sluggish voice.
" suuuuuppppppppp (by pressing one of her fingers on dezze's lips) you know you talk too much. Even before, still now and probably would in the future as well. But why did I... I...i. (Shattered voice) ch...an...ge? (Screaming) Why Dezze? Why why why why? can't I get a chance again to make it all right? Can't I get another chance? Am I Have made myself so bad that I have come to get you again today while my husband is at my home but still I have come to your room through these magnetic feelings. Why? Why couldn't I stop myself? Why did I come to your room?" Jesse said...
While Jesse talking through to Dezze's gazes with her gazes, tears fall from the eyes and goes over Dezze's cheek.
"Yes, why couldn't you stop yourself? Why did you come to my room today? I did not even tell you that you have to come to my room. Why? Why? Do you...u still lo...ve me?" Dezze asked being curiously and emotionally.
"ye....sss yes yes, I loved you, love you and will keep on loving you. yes, I will continue to love you till death. Yes, I have gone mad, I have gone mad, I have become very mad and that too for you not for anyone else". Jesse repeatedly slams the pillow with her hand which was placed in front of Dezze.
"Then you prove it". Dezze says with an aggressively and challenging tune.
Jesse's sincere love suddenly turned to emotion.
Without hesitation Jesse starts to eat Dezze's lips by lying on top of her body as if eating A chocolate with full taste and full experience.
" May I?" Jesse asks permission to touch Dezze's chest.
"Ummmmm" Dezze Nodded head.
Dezze's breast begins presses from the top of the shirt with her soft hands as if leaving her body with Dezze to complete her desire. As she starts touching Dezze's face with her left hand, suddenly she sees her ring worn in marriage and she stops.
"What happened?" Dezze asks.
Without answering, Jesse immediately gets up from the bed and starts wearing her shirt picked up from the floor.
"What happened?" Dezze Changing her sleeping position sits on the bed and asking again.
"Dezze I am married now." Jesse tells Dezze with her reluctant eyes.
"Yes I know you are married but I also know that you are not happy from the inside." Dezze said.
"Still, I can't do all this. It is wrong. I can't cheat Andi." Jesse says with her timid and suppressed voice.
"You still care about the person who tortures you physically and mentally. I can't believe that you are so timid, so timid that you can't do anything in front of him. You were there before, you are still and maybe you will never change in future." Dezze starts to express her anger like erupts volcano.
"I am not raised in an open aura like you. You can't correlate me with you. You don't know how I spend my life and you might not know in the future" Jesse fists her hands while screaming.
"So you are trying to tell me that you don't love me then what was that you said to me just a few minutes ago?" Dezze asks with a louder voice.
" that...i... I...ju..st..... " Jesse tries to explain with her wobbling voice.
"Jesse, let it be. you will no longer have the option to make excuses. (closer to Jesse) I'm not so dumb." Dezze said..
Without giving any answer, Jesse puts her shirt button properly and is about to get out from Dezze's room only then Dezze stops her in front of the door.
" (closer to Jesse with a playful smile) Let's see, One day you will be eager to complete the unfinished work of today." Dezze said into Jesse's ear...
With stumbling steps, Jesse immediately leaves from there.
At the interior office, (morning time)
even after seeing 30 missed calls on top of the mobile screen, today Andi has made it a habit to work without mobile. Throughout his time, he tries to concentrate fully on the works, but seeing all the missed calls on the mobile screen gets very apprehensive as well as a little bit fearsome.
"Why not leave me alone? Why bothers me again and again?"....Andi sits in the chair, pulling hair with both his hands and muttering inside the mouth.
After few minutes,
He takes a long breath and starts working as a decent person in front of the computer by giving comfort to himself.
AT 10 PM
With a weary body, Andi enters the house and turn on the light.
" What the hell" ..... screaming.