I was depressed because of that matter.
But right now everything is finished.
I can't wait to say it to Kev.
I smile to myself.
I should take the Bus, I didn't take my car today.
I wasn't feeling well enough to drive.
That's when I hear an horn sound.
Was that directed to me?
I turn arround and see a black Jaguar.
I could recognize it even is there is a thousand of cars.
That's his car.
I go foward his car and open it.
" Sit Princess" he says.
I get on and he start the car.
At first no one speak up, It feels awkward.
" Hmm.... Why are you not saying anything?" I asked.
" I thought you wanted to tell me what happened."
" Right, I should. She said she was okay with it and that I should sing the song too."
" Really? And she will not make a problem out of this anymore?"
" No, she was nice to me. She's willing to give me the song."
" Good news then." He smiles at me.
I smile at him too when he received a message.
I try to not peek at it but I saw the name.
It was Jenny.
As I said before Kevin have a lot's of women.
There is always new about him on tabloids but for social gatherings his date was always Jenny.
Jenny is the daughter of a deputy, there are rumors that the deputy want to get her married to him.
Everyone is saying that she is the future Mrs Lau.
I feel sad when I think about that.
Why is she sending him message?
I thought he was mine because he started spending more time with me.
I peek again to see the message.
' Darling let's meet up tonight at my Villa.
I want you so badly.'
I blush when I see that.
I know that they are fucking each other. But I didn't know that it was still going on because it's already been 4 month since their last meet.
He didn't answer the message.
That's when I see that the road is taking is not the one to my villa.
" Kev aren't you taking the wrong route? My villa is in the south. And I'm taking a flight tomorrow morning."
" I know. I canceled your scheadules for tomorrow. Instead you are taking the plane one day late. And right now I want to take you to shopping."
" Shopping? Now?" I asked.
" Yes. A friend I know started a new boutique so I told him that I'll check it out."
" Oh okay."
Good idea, maybe I need new outfits.
###
We arrived near a boutique.
The front view was great. Maybe It could contain some new dresses that suit my taste.
When I enter the shop, I'm in shock.
This is a lingerie boutique.
I try to not show my embarasement.
" No need for any service. We'll look on our own and we'll take changing room N1."
He looks at me and takes my hand.
" Come I'll choose some things for you."
He goes straight for the most revealing lingeries .
And took 5 sets.
" Let's try them out."
He lead the way to the changing room.
When he tries to enter, I ask him.
" Are you coming too?" with embarassement.
" Of course" he grins.
I think about it.
" Okay you can...."
When he got a call.
He took out his phone.
I see Jenny on the screen.
Her again?
" Sorry go on your own. I have to take this call.
I'll wait outside."
I go inside.
I'm not in the mood anymore.
I try out two of them then I get out.
He already paid for everything.
I can see him near his car, I go foward that's when I hear his conversation.
' It's been so long, Please come.'
" Sure I promise I'll come."
' Thank you! Kisses my baby.'
I look dumbfounded hearing this. Is he going to fuck her tonight?
No way he said he'll be with me.
That's when he turn arround.
" Oh you're here. I wanted to see you in those. Anyway I'll get my chance an other time.Let's go I reserved a restaurant for us."
I feel happy when I hear this, that means tonight he is with me.
###
We ate at the same hotel as always.
I really like the food here.
We finished our meals.
That's when his secretary comes and tell him something.
" Sorry Princess I'll have to leave you from there. I have an important thing to attend."
I looked chocked.
" My secreatary will drop you home."
I'm sure he's going to see her.
No way. I thought he liked me. He was being so kind and cobsiderate.
I know I told myself that I shouldn't fall in love with him.
But I did against myself.
I see him getting away.
The secretary got me home.
I get undressed, sit on my bed and start to cry.
" Why???....."
I tried so much to please him.....
###
I look at my alarm clock. 7 AM.
My eyes are all puffy on morning.
As Kevin canceled all my scheadules, I have a lot's of free time.
At first I thought that he wanted to spend the day with me but I bet he's still in bed with her.
I took a quick shower trying to not think about him.
I get ready because to the company because the show is tomorrow night, so I should go and practice.
When I'm ready to get out it's 8:30.
And I hear my phone ringing.
Should I take it or not?
I'm sure It's him, I put my phone in no disturb mode and leave it there.
And I put a note there.
' Do not try to reach me, I'm busy."
I know he'll come and look out for me at home.
As i'm living in a villa giving by him, he knows my password.
###
At the company, I spoke with the CEO and my producer and told them that I song was written by Mary. So they putted her name as the lyricist and composer.
I want everyone to know it, that's my way to repay her kindness.
I practiced until 1 PM and I decided to go out.
I felt hungry so I ate a sandwich on the way to the Mall.
I wanted to buy a party dress because The International Music Award is soon.
And I received an invitation.
I had a thought about him, I'm sure he's looking for me, he should be at the Villa now.
I bet he got an invitation too and he's going with Jenny.
I took a long red dress, I know he likes red, now I can tease him a little.
The back is open and the dress falls with a cut.
It looks so pretty.
I use his card so that he'll receive a notification.
I want to play with him a little.
I should go before he comes here.
And I see the cinema theatre, I took a ticket for the first movie with my card this time.
The movie was moving, the story was about a mother whose son was kidnapped.
I took the bus to go home, I'm sleepy already, I'll nap a little and I'll cook after.
I yawned every minutes, maybe I'll sleep without eating.
When I enter my home, It feels empty.
I go to my room and I see that my note is still here. I bet he didn't even came by.
I try to cheer up after eating delivered pizza and I slept.