When I woke up in the morning, I feel butterflies in my stomach.
I had sex with Tahn. Does that mean we're dating?
Should I ask him?
I lock up at my clock, it's already 10 pm and I should go to the company to get my new schedules.
I get ready and get out.
###
I was working on my new song in the training room that's when I got a message from my manager to come quickly near the meeting room.
It's been 15 min that I' ve been looking for my manager but she's nowhere to be seen.
I'm tired .....
" Mary!"
I hear someone calling me and I know whose voice it is.
" How are you, Mary? Are you looking for something?" asks W.
I see W with Rickwon.
" Yeah, actually I'm looking for my manager. Did you guys saw her?"
" Is it the glass girl that follows you?" he asks.
" Yes, that's her."
" We saw her near the CEO's room you should look there."
" Thanks a lot" I say happily.
" Take care, Mary."
I smile at them and quickly go near the CEO's room.
That's when I bump into Tahn.
I don't know why but I look down and blush.
" Hey! I was searching for you."
For me?
I look at him surprised.
" I wanted to reach you yesterday night but I didn't have your number."
That's when I see Jun coming behind him.
" Hi, Mary! Tahn come quickly we should go to our location."
" Two minutes I'm coming."
Jun smiles at me and go.
Tahn reached out a paper with a number.
" Send me a message when you have time." he winks at me.
That's when someone calls me out.
" Mary, I got your schedules, let's go to the meeting room."
It was Jenny, my manager.
###
She explains me my schedules.
" So you have a variety show soon and for your next song a producer wants you to sing his song with a featuring with another artist."
" Great! Finally some work. Do you know the person who will be on the song."
" Hmm, not yet but I could find that out easily."
" Okay, then I'll go back to the training room."
She nods at me.
###
Back at the training room.
I get my phone out to send a message to Tahn.
' Hi! Tahn it's me, Mary.'
He reply instantly.
' Hey, Marina. So this is your number, I'll save it.
I'll write to you after we're working on our new song.'
' Okay! Good luck.'
I'm so happy that I couldn't contain my joy.
Oh right I should finish what I was working on.
I search my red file in which I put my lyrics.
But oddly I couldn't find it.
It's weird, I feel stressed and sad.
How come my new song's lyrics are missing?
I start to cry.
After crying a long time I get up and decide to go home.
###
I lay on the bed and think about it.
There is no one I can blame, obviously the fault is mine. I shouldn't have left my sheets like that.
I should talk about it with someone.
Should I call Ellen?
Yes, I'll do that.
The phone is ringing and she's not taking it.
I try another time.
" Hello Marina."
" Hey, El! What were you doing? I couldn't reach you at all."
I hear a voice behind.
" Is it Mary?"
" Yes! Shhhh "
Is that the voice of Jun. This girl she's started to date Jun but didn't told me anything.
" Did you wanted to talk about something?"
I can't talk freely to her if there is Jun near her.
" Not really, just felt bored. Then take care El, I'll call you later."
" Bye! Later."
I hear a voice again.
" Come here baby, let's continue what we were doing."
El that naughty girl.
Right, if Jun if with El so Tahn should be home.
Maybe I should call him.
Hmm No! I better work on my new lyrics.
###
Finally I wrote some draft of my lyrics. But I don't find it as perfect as the last one.
I feel depressed, I wanted to do a sexy concept with my song named Devil. But now I choose to do a love song between a mother and child.
And I called it Angel.
I feel my eyes watering. Did someone stole my song?
I call Tahn.
" Hey, Marina. How was your day?"
Tahn is the only one who calls me Marina.
I feel comforted when I hear his voice.
" I was working on my lyrics."
" Okay, That's good. But don't you have to do the recording one week before the release of the song. It's not your type to be late for things like that."
" I know right. It's just that something happened so I post-phoned my recording and asked for more 2 days."
I don't know why but I couldn't contain it at all and I started to cry again.
I know that he can hear my sobbing.
" Marina, are you crying?"
* sobs* * sobs*
" You know you can tell me. I'm here for that."
" Somehow my lyrics sheets along with my song disappeared." I cry again.
"Were they stolen?"
" I don't really know..."
" Do you want me to come to see you?"
" Thank you Tahn but it's getting late."
" Okay, don't worry work on your new song and get some sleep now."
" Yeah Good night Tahn."
" Night sweet dreams."
###
It's been 3 days since the day I cried.
I finished the song, we recorded it and just finished my recording my MV.
That's when I receive a message from Tahn.
' Hey I have time tonight.
Date at 8 pm.
Rdv near the western restaurant.
Come disguised, we can't be seen.'
I feel happy when I see that.
It's our first date, he cares a lot about me.
Since that day we called each other every day, I have got morning texts and we had some secret kisses within the company.
It's already 6 pm, I don't know if I should go home and come back or stay at the company center because it's near the restaurant.
I should ask El to a meetup. I call her.
''Hey El! Where are you right now?''
'' I came for a movie, It will end soon. Why?''
'' Do you wanna meet up after your movie at the café?''
That's when I hear a voice again.
" Hmm baby you're spilling so much juice. I want to lick all."
Is that Jun?
That naughty girl she's having sex with Jun at the movie.
###
I'm already at the café, I'm waiting for 15 min.
And I see El.
" Here El!"
" We're meeting up late today." she smiles at me.
" Actually I have a date tonight with Tahn so I decided to stay near the location and don't go home. Why? Did you have other plans tonight?" I grin at her.
She blushes a little.
" Not really...."
" You know I heard you when we talked on the phone and I know you started to date Jun."
" I just wanted to keep it a secret until it's official."
" Official? It isn't official even after you had sex together so many times?"
" It just that we can't say it out loud because of his company."
" I know It's the same for us."
And we talked like that until it's nearly 8 pm.
" I'll leave you El then. Take care. Is he coming to fetch you?"
She grins at me.
" Yes!"
###
I arrive near the restaurant and I see Tahn.
He's wearing a cap and glasses.
It made me smile.