Xini carefully walked to the washroom to freshen up once Ru was out. Her conscience cursed at her for her heartlessness towards the man who was the most important in her life and towards herself. Her fear and jealousy had gotten the better of her and the patience that she had believed she had, was now exhausted. Because she had finally come to accept something. To Ru, she will never be what she wants to be.. and even though she was willing to accept it in the past, she was not doing so now.