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When Kyle died ... I started looking for many things that Kyle kept in his house ...
Even though he didn't keep much of his personal belongings, but ... I found his diary that he kept ...
Kyle really likes writing ... Because he has a dream of becoming a writer... And that's why he has a diary ...
I used to really like novel written by Kyle ... Because the novel he made was very different from the novel that are sold in bookstores.....
Kyle's work makes me more interested in reading it .....
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Not much I got from Kyle's diary ... Just a few kyle writing schedules, the ideas, and motivations he made ...
Until when I almost reached the middle of the page ... I found a letter tucked in the book ...
The letter looks like a love letter someone gave to Kyle. When I open the letter and im right enough....
[Kyle .... Actually I really like you .... I like you when we accidentally bumped that day ... If it were someone else ... Surely he would ask something strange from me but different from you.....You just smiled at me so bright at that time and apologized to me and then just left ...You are very different from those who only see me from my appearance and I really like that smile .... And that is the beginning of the emergence of my love for you .. ... Since that time I always find information about you... And when I see you are very close with crystal ... That makes me very hurt and disappointed .... Makes me really hate her ... I will do anything so that she doesn't stick to you anymore ... Even though I hurt her ... And that's all I want to tell you... But if you don't want a bad things happen to crystal, then meet me and accept my feelings tomorrow in the park ]
At that time ... I didn't expect that the letter came from someone who was very famous for her beauty and popularity at school ... She was marrie . Turns out she likes Kyle. And because of her my relationship with Kyle is falling apart.
I am very sorry and feel guilty knowing the truth first and I blamed Kyle easily without finding out what really happened ... This made my heart so sick... Tears welled down my cheeks ....
I couldn't contain this guilt and then.... I ran to Kyle's resting place while carrying the letter ...
Even though the distance is so far ... But I don't care ... I really want to be with Kyle now
(Kyle ... Why? ..... Why did you hide this important thing from me? Why Kyle?). I continued to run without seeing what was in front of me .... I just closed my eyes and all I thought about were the mistakes I had made to Kyle.
Until I accidentally tripped over a stone and I fell ...
"Ughh !!!"
it's didn't hurt so much...But when I tried to stand up ... All of a sudden my ankles hurt so much ... I think I sprained my ankle ... I couldn't stand up ...
I only sat for a long time and kept thinking about Kyle ... I didn't care about this pain ...
(The pain that Kyle is feeling because my doing is bigger than this !! I can't just give up.)
I tried to stand up and force my feet to walk ... Although it was very difficult, but I kept stepping on this foot ... Until ...
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End of this chapter! 😊