Yoongi's POV
I am currently laying on the couch, just chilling as per normal...
Okay, maybe not. I'm trying to get myself to fall asleep so that I won't see Jungkook and Y/N together.
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I can't fucking do this. Usually, I would be out like a light in a snap, but I can't seem to right now.
Urgh!
My heart hurts, everything hurts. I want to cry, I want to scream but I can't.
I'm sad.
It's the kind of sadness that keeps your face dry, making you bottle everything inside. The kind of sadness that seeps into your bones making you seem emotionless even though you want to scream, wanting to smash your hand against the wall multiple times. The kind that messes with your mind, the kind that cuts within you, the one that hurts so so much, but not at all, both at the same time.
A single tear finally leaked out of my eye as I smiled in pain to myself, my face hidden in the couch.
But my so-called peace was quickly disturbed by my one and only Jin hyung.
"Yoongi! Do me a favour and go to the store to get some things."
"No do it yourself..." I uttered while flipping myself facing away from him.
"I can't. I need to go and collect some money from someone later and the rest besides Jungkook and Y/N are out."
Hearing their names hurt. I just wanted to be away from them, so I agreed.
"Fine."
"Great! I'll ask Jungkook to go with you.", Jin suggested.
"No! I rather Y/N"
"But you know she-"
"Yeah yeah but whatever. I'll protect her okay?"
"But-"
"No way!" A sudden voice was heard.
Turning our heads, we saw Jungkook holding Y/N's hands both of them standing at the top of the staircase.
"No way is my Y/N going out to the store with him!", Jungkook declared.
"She isn't an object you-"
I was cut off by the ringing of Jin hyungs phone. As Jin picked up his phone we were all silent and once he ended the call, we looked at him expectingly.
"Well Jungkook, you are needed. There's a mission for you. Heard of Yang Soba(a random came I thought of, don't take offence or anything like that)? You need to track him down and follow him. He is suspected of selling our goods at a higher price than we ordered to. He is under suspicion of pocketing the "extra" money", Jin hyung declared.
"But-"
"No buts. GO!", Jin shouted. Leaving no room for arguments.
"Bye Y/N", Jungkook said to Y/N giving her a hug before leaving the house.
Jin left promptly after too.
"So- er.", I stared.
Y/N laughed. "You don't have to be so serious Yoongs. You need to go to the store right? Let's head over together now."
I smiled at how she still speaks to me with familiarity, replying "Sure. Then let's head to my car."
As I walked towards my car, I opened the passenger seat door for her ushering her inside. Before closing the car door shut and entering the driver's seat myself. Starting up the engine, the car took off.
"Wow Sugar~ being a gen-", Y/N started.
"Suga", I said simply.
"Whatever, I still don't get it Suga, Sugar same thing."
"No it isn't", I scowled slightly.
"And here I was about to thank and compliment you for being a gentleman earlier..."
My eyes sparkled as I heard that, my mood taking a 180-degree change. Giving her my signature gummy smile, I silently asked for her to carry on.
"Thank you for opening the car door for me yoongs. It was really sweet like you Suga. (Suga is as sweet as sugar)"
Hearing her compliment, for the rest of the ride to the supermarket, there was a smile plastered on my face.
Y/N's POV
Reaching the supermarket, we went to the vegetable section looking for Jin's cabbage.
Hm, I guess he is deciding to cook?
Maybe someday I shall cook for them too...
After a while, we found the cabbages. Yoongs and I were trying to pick out the best cabbage when a kid suddenly dashed right past me, accidentally knocking my feet off balance.
Squeezing my eyes shut I braced for impact, but it never came. I mean it did but it wasn't as hard and painful as I thought it would be.
Opening my eyes, I found my face flat against Yoongi's chest with both of us on the floor and Yoongi's arms securely wrapped around my waist.
Yoongi, looking at me asked, "Are you okay?"
Blushing at the close proximity, not trusting myself to speak without stuttering, I simply nodded my head at him and giving him a small smile as a way of saying thanks.
After we made sure we had everything, Yoongi and I went to the checkout counter. We honestly wanted to do self-checkout but for some reason(weirdly), the self-checkout counter had a longer queue. Being the impatient ass I was, we went to the normal counter.
At the counter, while the person was scanning our items, an old lady from behind me tapped me on the shoulder before saying, "You two are a sweet couple. Not many guys like to do grocery shopping with their girlfriend these days, you must trap this guy."
"uh, wha?", I spluttered.
I thought this kind of things only happens in fanfictions, not in real life.
Yoongi apparently hearing it(probably ignoring the last part) flashed the old lady a cute gummy smile saying, "Thank you."
"I uh- no we aren't-", I tried to say before Yoongi grabbed my hand pulling me away. Looking at him, I then realised he had already paid and was holding all the shopping bags in one hand. Deciding to help him out, I took some of the bags from him and helped him place them into the car.
Getting in the car we were on the way back when I spotted an ice cream store. Seeing it, my eyes lit up.
Yoongi apparently seeing this stopped the car, asking, "You want to get some ice cream?"
I nodded my head.
"Flavour?"
"Vanilla will do fine."
He nodded before getting out of the car.
Yoongi's POV
Seeing her eyes sparkle at the sight of the ice cream when I passed one to her was exhilarating. The smile she had really melts my heart. For that few minutes we spent together in the car eating a mere simple treat ice cream, I was happy. This was one of the moments I was sure I would remember.
After finishing the ice cream, I started the engine of the car and drove back to the mansion.
"Eeek I wonder what Jungkook is doing"
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"Is Jungkook safe? Gawddd I'm so worried."
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"Yoongs, Jungkook is fine right?"
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"I miss him I wonder if he is home yet."
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Every time she mentioned Jungkook, I clutched my fists harder and harder against the steering wheel. As I pulled up at the driveway, Y/N said out loud to no one in particular.
"Haishh, looks like no one is home... When would Jungkookie be back?"
It was my breaking point. I was so overwhelmed with these feelings I couldn't control myself.
Unbuckling my seat belt I forced myself onto the other seat, hovering over Y/N on the passenger seat. Trapping her head between my two hands and her body with my legs.
Kneeling on the seat, I hit the car seat just beside her head, yelling "Y/N stop. Just stop. I'm here, aren't I? You're with me now but you keep on mentioning him. Stop please, I can't take anymore any longer. Can't you see? I love you."
Y/N looked at me with widened eyes as she gaped, not knowing what to say.
"I-I-"
Not letting her finish her sentence, I smashed my lips against hers kissing her with all my passion.
She froze for a second before responding back. I was surprised by her actions for a second before continuing as I slid my hands down. So as of right now, I was holding her waist.
As we broke away gasping for air, our eyes met and she gave me a look of fear as she seemed to be distressed.
"Shit! what have I done?", Y/N started to panic.
"I kissed my boyfriend's teammate who is also my childhood friend..."
"Yoongi what on earth?", she asked. Her eyes darting around looking at everywhere else but me.
Caressing her check with my hand, I leaned down towards her ear and whispered, "What he doesn't know won't hurt him. Right?"
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