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Chapter 56 - I will go out

I loved her more than anyone. I didn't know why I hurt her again and again. But I felt like she was the only one I could fight with. I broke our kiss when I felt like Aileen would get up. I hugged her waist tightly and rested my head at the crook of her neck. I inhaled her scent. "Stop it Eric." She whispered. "Jenn" I called her softly. "What?" She asked. "I want you" I whispered back. She turned and stared at me.

"I want you. Can we go to other room?" I asked her while kissing her neck. "Eric" She moaned. "I will be very gentle Jenn" I moaned in between my kisses. "We can't Eric. The baby is just 3 months old. It may harm baby." She whispered. Yeah she was right. It might harm baby. "Ok, I will go out" I got up and left. I didn't know whether I could control. So I came out. I went to living hall and turned onghd TV and sat on the sofa. Jenn came out immediately. She came and sit beside me and hugged my arms. and rested her head on my shoulder. "Don't do this." I said slowly. "You don't want me to sit near to you?" she asked innocently. "My little brother doesn't not want it" I responded faintly. She chuckled. "Come" She called. "Where?" I asked with confusion. She dragged me towards the guest room. She dragged me inside and closed the door. "What are you doing Jenn?" I asked her nervously. She made me to sit on the bed and removed my pant with boxer. "What are you doing Jenn?" I was so nervous that I started to sweat like hell. "Don't talk." She said and sat beside me. She touched my little brother and started to press it firmly.

She never did this before to me and I didn't ask for it to. I closed my eyes. It was like a heaven on Earth. "Jenn" I moaned her name repeatedly. She pressed it firmly like she didn't want to hurt me. I knew that she didn't know how to do it. I smiled in my head. She was 26 years old girl and a mother of 3 kids. Still she didn't know how to do it. She stopped what she was doing. I opened my eyes and looked at her. She kneeled in front of me and took my little brother in her mouth. I knew that she didn't know to do it also. I pulled her up. I made her sit on my lap. "You don't have to do it. I am fine" I whispered into her ear. She smiled and rested her head on my shoulder and kissed my neck. She started removing my shirt as well.

I was completely naked in front of her. She smiled at me. She kissed my lips. I deepened her kiss. I held her waist tightly to balance her on my lap. I didn't want to leave her. I broke the kiss when we both were out of breath. "Whatever happens, you can't escape from me Eric. I will not give you divorce. I will not leave you not even in your dreams." She whispered. "I don't want you to leave not even in my dreams. I want us to be like this always. You are my soul Jenn. It's been 8 years Jenn. These 8 years I waited for you. I can't lose you again. I was so angry then. So I reacted. You know that I have only one person to show all my feelings. I hope you are not angry on me. I love you Jenn" I whispered back. She hugged my neck tightly. "I love you Eric." She whispered again.