Chaaya gave me hint that something was not right about that day. I informed John to investigate it. He started it. It had been a month after my meeting with Chaaya. Sometimes I would not hold anything. I would let go as she said. I would cry sitting next to Angel for hours and hours.
I didn't know how it gonna be. But it was all my mistake. I should not forced her to marry me. I was feeling so guilty for her. I messed her life like anything. Now even her parents didn't know where their daughter was.
I could only ask Angel whether she knew where her mommy was.
I was sitting near Angel.
"Angel, Do you know where mommy is? I really need her. I feel like someone is choking my neck tightly. I feel difficult to breath without her bunny?" I said while crying.
"What is she doing now? Is she working somewhere? What does she do to take care of herself bunny? She doesn't know to cook. She know nothing bunny. I am scared to think about it." I whispered it to angel.
"Atleast I want to she is doing good. She had a miscarriage just few hours before she left. I don't know how painful it would be. But I can imagine bunny. I pushed her to the dead end." I told her and laid down near to her.
Next day, I got a text message from Chaaya.
Chaaya : *Busy?*
Eric: *Nope, just as usual*
Chaaya : *I need you to come to one place. Your medical reports are ready you can collect.*
Eric : *Ok, where?*
Chaaya : *will send you the location soon*
I didn't respond back to her. I went and got ready to leave. After few hours, Chaaya sent me the location. It was a restaurant. I went there and she was waiting there for me. I entered and greeted her. I sat on the chair which was opposite to her. She handed me my reports.
"I need to ask you something" She said slowly.
"Yeah Chaaya. Tell me. I said as I was flipping through my reports.
"Can you give up on Jennifer?" She asked. I was frozen for her question. Could I give up on Jenn? No way man.
"What question is this Chaaya?" I said angrily.
"I will come to the point. I love you Eric. I want you to give me one chance. I will Make it perfect. I will give a perfect family you expect Eric." she blurted.
"Stop it Chaaya. I need a family. It doesn't mean that anyone can do that for me. That was the case, I wouldn't have waited for 5 years for Jennifer." I shouted at angrily.
"You even forgot Zara. You can forget Jennifer as well Eric. You just need time. I will not force you. You take your time. Once you can move on, We will make our own family and kids." She again blurted.
"Shut the fuck up Chaaya. What do you think about Jenn? She is the girl whom I fuck without knowing her name. She is Jennifer. My wife Mrs. Jennifer Eric. Don't you dare to say anything" I stood up to leave.
"I can see your pain Eric. That's why" I cut her off.
"I don't need anyone's sympathy. If I want a family without Jenn, I would adopt 100 kids and keep them with me. I would never give her place to anyone not even in dreams." I banged the table and took my reports and went out. I got into my car. Tears started falling from my eyes. I laid on car's steering.
"I could never forget you Jenn. I never ever do that. I love you. It's been more than 5 years Jenn. I can't throw you away for someone else. Come back to me please. I want you to come back soon. Everyone is trying to hit on your husband. Don't you scared that one day someone will take me away from you. Please come back." I spoke with myself.