Chaaya scheduled our next appointment after fifteen day. I continued with my usual work going to office coming back and spending time with my bunny. That day I was sitting near to her grave and I was talking to her.
"Bunny, Can you hear me? Daddy misses mommy. Can you tell mommy to come back? She left me bunny when I needed her the most. I know it was my fault. But she should have been here for me right. I left alone in the place where there are millions and millions of people bunny. Can you ask Mommy to come
back to me please? I need her." I whispered softly. She would not respond I knew. But I wanted to talk to her.
"Bunny, Your mom and I didn't decide your name. We didn't know till that day whether you are boy or a girl. I am just thinking what should be your name?" I asked her.
"Which name would suit you bunny? I know you would be the prettiest daughter in the world like an Angel. So" I stopped it in between.
"Why can't I name you Angel? Because you are my Angel you helped me to come out of my darkness. So I am gonna call you Angel." I said with a small smile on my face.
"Do you like that name Angel? Dad wants to sleep here today. Can I?" I asked her again.
"Okay, Dad will go and get freshen up. Then I will come here to accompany you today. Are you happy? I know you will be." I said as I left.
Talking to her became my habit now. I stopped bringing women to my place. Because Angel would not like it. But it was just 4 days I didn't bring anyone. I wanted to continue this. I wanted to do it for my Bunny and Baby doll. In these 4 days I didn't smoke and drink. Because I slept beside Angel and it was such a medicine that it helped me to calm my mind.
I finished all my work and went to Angel and slept off. Next day I got up too late. People started working in backyard. I got disturbed by the sound and got up. It was 8.30 in the morning.
"Good morning Angel. Dad has to go to office. I will accompany you today night okay." I told her and went inside.
I took quick Shower and got ready. I went to office and John was waiting for me in front of the office.
"Good morning sir" He Said.
"Good morning John" I murmured.
"Sir, We searched in the entire city and near by places. Our team is searching for her in all over the places. But We didn't find even a single clue about Madam sir." He said with a worried voice.
I smiled at him and replied "Leave it John. I don't want to find her. If she needs me and bunny, she would come back. I am done" I said and entered inside my office.
John was my savior. He helped me in so many situations. Whenever I could not handle the pressure and whenever I break down, he would be with me. Atleast I had someone who cared about me.
That day I finished all my work and went home very soon. So that I could spend time with Angel. I wanted more and more know kids now. All baby girls. Atleast 10 kids to fulfill my wish to have a complete family. But When would Jenn come back?
I got freshen up and took all usual stuffs and went to backyard. I placed everything and sat.
"Bunny, Dad wants more kids. Atleast 10 baby girls. Ask Mommy to come back and give me baby girls. I tried to find her everywhere bunny. But I was not able to find her. I want her baby. Will you tell her that daddy is suffering a lot without mommy? Tell her that I love her a lot." I whispered as I laid down beside Angel.