I came to Eric's mansion. It is too huge, luxurious and the beauty of this place cannot be explained. But I am not in a mood to think anything. I lost Aspiration, Our home, dad, mom, Eric everything. I can't be happy with Eric after knowing he destroyed everything I loved. I don't know why his happiness always lies on other's misery.
It was 8.30 pm on the night. I laid on the bed and thinking about so many things. Suddenly someone opened the door. I got up and saw completely drunk Eric was standing there. He came inside and dragged me out of my room. Eric room was directly opposite to mine. He dragged me and took me inside his room. I was simply staring at him thinking what would he do. He threw me on bed and pounced on me. I was trying to escape from him. But he didn't allow me to leave. He started kissing me vaguely. He ripped my clothes and threw that away. I was struggling to get away from him.
He was tightening his grip whenever I was trying to escape. Finally I gave in and didn't not move at all. Eric entered inside me. I was too painful. It was my first time. It was more painful than anyone could imagine. But it's that my heart was aching. After thrusting for nth time Eric moved aside and slept off. Everything one wants it to be special when they make love with their love. For me, I like the person. But this is not how I wanted it to be. I pulled my self from his bed and walked out to of his room. When I reached the door, I turned and looked at him. He was looking very peaceful when sleeping. Why can't I see this Eric all the time? why would he like this to me always? I went to my room and cried for such long time and I slept off due to the tiredness.