If you don't learn to forgive, you will be your own prisoner. If you hold on to your anger, it will only hurt you… And I don't want you to hurt. I want you to be happy. Always… Always choose happiness instead of hatred. Because no matter what, as long as you're happy, we're happy.
The words that her mother told her when she was young pierced through her heart. It gutted her and left her bleeding. Hurting. It made her weak. For the longest time, she had this overwhelming heaviness in her heart. It was a mixture of longing, hatred, guilt, love, loneliness, and a lot more that she couldn't recognize.
The guilt that was clawing in her heart whenever it had the chance was something she thought she would have to live with for the rest of her life. And it wasn't fair for Damien… It wasn't fair that he was always there yet she couldn't give her all.