Between school and work, Gerard's days were busy. But the distraction helped him move on with his life at the same time also grieve his brother's death.
The loss was painful. The only family who took care of him since he was a child was now gone. All the hopes and dreams that he made with his brother were shattered. Gone were the promises that George made with and for Gerard, along with that was the hope that Gerard wanted to travel and see the world with his brother. He looked up to George so much that his dreams were built around his brother's dreams. And now that George was gone, it felt as if his own life had no more purpose.
