[… Hungry so fucking… Hungry… So dark…can't see shit… what is this…feels like… Like an human arm…its wet… its hands are clawed…. Demon?...It's small…ugg…fuck it I am so hungry…] joc woke with a deep hunger, he started to paw blindly with his clawed hands at his surroundings. He quickly found the body of some sort of 'demon' it's flesh was cold, wet and sticky. There was also thick metallic scent in the air.
Although joc dislikes consuming a person's flesh, and generally finds cannibalism disgusting. He still was a pragmatist, as long as it's edible and there is a need to eat. He finds that it's better to put your moral concerns away at the time and simply survive.
joc brought the cold flesh to his mouth and bit into it. It's taste was familiar, but for some strange reason it's taste was wonderful. With every bite he took his mind warped, his hunger deepened. His hunger starts to become more and more maddening. It quickly overtook any capacity for reasoning, driving joc to plunged his teeth in deeper, to tear into the flesh with a voracious manic appetite.
As joc ate he quickly turned into a mad beast, filled with a single desire to devour. He tore and stripped the flesh from the bone, he cracked open the chest cavity tearing out the organs and devouring them. It didn't take him long to come to the dead demon's legs …no leg, One of the legs seemed to have been gouged off, he could feel the little bits of flesh and sinew in the soft earth. After finishing the leg that was still attached Joc blindly started to paw around in the hopes of finding the other one.
It took a few minutes of blindly clawing at the surroundings to find it. As joc ran his hands over the leg he could feel part of it was gnawed on. He of course proceeded to voraciously stripped the flesh from the bone.
as joc tried to find his way back to the body so that he may finish off the head. He became increasingly frustrated as, in his blinded state he couldn't find it. In frustration he brought his clawed hands up to his head were his eyes should be but… There were none… there wasn't a nose either…or ears… The only features that were on his head were a large tooth filled mouth and 2 large horns sprouting from the top of the skull; What's more his skin felt strange it felt thick and leathery.
joc Started to apply pressure to the springing flesh trying to feel the skull underneath. He again felt around where his eyes, he could feel what seemed to be an eye sockets. But they were filled with flesh he couldn't feel anything that felt like eyes.
He then Proceeded to feel where his nose should be and after some careful prodding. He could feel a give where the nostril should be, unlike the his eye sockets it felt as if there was only a thin of membrane skin covering the nostrils. After feeling about where his ears should be, it was the same as nostrils; a cavity with a thin membrane of skin covering it.
A strange thought proceeded to perforate his mind, if he didn't have eyes than he just needed to obtain some. This thought which was quite strange, felt completely normal towards joc insane mind. Now he just needs to make his way back to the towards the stripped body.
joc did eventually find the stripped body, but it took a infuriating amount of time. He grabbed the head and tore it the loosely connected spine. With the head in hand he started to gouge the flesh of his eye sockets making room, the pain was horrific but in joc's state of mind it didn't really register. Once the 2 eye sockets were suitably opened up, he carefully and gently traced his fingers along the severed head's eye sockets. He then proceeded to carefully scoop out the two eyes and place them in his now fleshless eyesockets.
Once the two eyes were properly fitted in, joc felt terribly itching sensation from the flesh around his eyes. The flesh had started to rapidly grow around the eyes pulling them in, the eyes fusing to the flesh. Then a thin layer of skin started to grow over the eyes like a permanent eyelid.
After this this entire process which took a few minutes and should've had joc writhing on the ground in pain, completed. Joc vision started to return, it started off very blackened and blurred, but quickly sharpened; His eyes glowing an eerie purple through the skin.
Joc looked around with his new vision looking down he could see the eyeless head and stripped desecrated bones… And off in the distance slightly was a dead Goliath of a beast…joc stood perfectly still almost as if he was paralyzed.
[…what…what…WHAT!? WHAT THE FUCK!?!!] With the sudden shock of what he saw, his sanity slammed back into him. The memories of the battle and the preceding events slammed into him, the mental shock causing him to fall over.
[THE FUCK..WHAT!? WHY!.. THAT WAS WHAT THE SOUTHERNERS MEANT BY 'EVIL'!?...DID I FUCKING EAT MY SELF?!...THE FUCK IS THIS BODY!?!... THOSE FUCKING CUNT VOICES MADE MY GO FUCKING INSANE!...OR WAS IT THE GOD FUCKING SHITTY CONVULSIONS?....UGGG THE FUCK…WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPEING TO ME! ] joc cradled his head with his clawed fingers; he couldn't make any sense of what had happened.
First he exhausted all his stamina and mana fighting that cunt bastard beast. In Desperation he still tried to cast a spell. But that made him convulses and sputter up black blood, the beast trying to avoid him got itself killed. Then some voice invaded his thoughts telling him to eat, at the same time there were flashing images of something eating its way out. The voice proceeded to cause him go insane.
After that he gained some level of control over his convulsing body, and after that a second thing invaded his thoughts. A thing which he can only assume is what the Southerners were calling 'evil', which was convincing him to eat the Southerners. The voice that made him go insane, instead convinced him to each eat his own leg. At this point Joc went batshit insane and started to hallucinate that the Southerners were walking potatoes, that his own leg was a lambs leg and that his hip was a Wolf trying to steal the lambs leg.
He then proceeded to hallucinate a restaurant scene with the voice being an attendant and 'evil' being a cook. After which he can only presume he bled to death from his leg that he tore off. He then woke up in this new body with some sense of sanity. A body which Joc can only presume is what an actual demon is, at least described by the Southerners.
He then proceeded to eat his old body which was not actually his original body, but instead the body of his adopted son Victor; Who soul was apparently either destroyed or eaten, by a strange device that was operated by an inquisitor, Which after doing whatever it did. It produced a strange abomination that looked like a tree sampling.
As he ate more, he started to become more and more insane, becoming little more than a hunger fueled beast. He proceeded to get frustrated with his lack of vision, and in his insanity he decided it was a great idea to gouge out his flesh filled eye sockets and fill it with the eyes of the body that he was eating, which was his old body.
Somehow it actually worked and his vision returned, joc then looked around recognizing the scene around him; the shock of which returned his sanity.
Joc collapsed onto the ground cradling his head… The series of events that have been happening are so fucking insane. It has left joc in a state of utter confusion and panic, as he tried to understand.