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" They say loving someone bloom flowers in you're heart's garden, but what you left was thorn and spicule in mine, making it bleed endlessly "
~ 2 years ago ~
"You're such a bitch!!! I never thought you would ditch our y/n's award function just for shooting, God do you love acting that much??" Dad shouted at mom getting all frustrated.
"It wasn't my fault that they scheduled shooting today instead of tomorrow" Mom shouted back at dad
My parents were fighting again like every day and I was in my room listening to all this while trying to calm my crying 3 years old twin siblings. Mom and dad are always fighting because mom loves acting and she sometimes never comes back home too. After twins were born, mom started getting fewer acting offers and she now plays every small role even low budget ones too. My mom was the top model plus actress of her time, she still didn't age that much but after giving birth to twins her body changes and she started getting little lines of wrinkles but that's what makes her attractive too. She was only 18 when she got pregnant with me so that really didn't affect her career that much but having twins at 30 makes her body kind of weak.
"You- ungrateful women why do you still do those low budget jobs, it's only decreasing your value in the industry, does my job not enough for you?? "Dad shouted more loudly this time. *crash*
There goes another thing breaking I roll my eyes on that.
Since when they stop breaking things, our home is lacking furniture now.
" You won't understand acting is my passion, it's a part of me whatever you do is just not enough !!! and just because of our mistake that night, I am this vulnerable, I didn't have a better role than acting as a mother, did you ever think how empty and worthless I had felt till now, do you think I like what I am doing right now " Mom shouted back with the same force.
First Eww and now OMG, she really did not call them a mistake, I slowly got up from my bed ready to give her a piece of my mind, putting the cover over my brother and sister's small sleeping bodies but dad beat me on that.
"What did you say, you disgusting women. My kids are not a mistake and I can't believe you call your own flesh and blood that,*yess that's the dad I admire the most* you should have better died after giving birth to them, I have enough of you, I can't stay with someone soo selfish like you"Dad shouted again
"What did you call me selfish and W-What do you mean can't live with me??" Mum said now sounding a little taken back from what dad said
Dad didn't answer that and then I heard the knock on my door, I quickly open the door as I was already standing and acted shocked to see dad's hurt and angry face leaning slightly on the door glancing inside his gaze getting soften after seeing my siblings sleeping soundly.
Being an actress daughter I got it in my genes
Woah, Woah wait ms. nerdy you couldn't even get up on stage before and not to mention you suck at acting
Shut up it's good you're in my brain only or I would've beat you up
Ah huh someone wanna be sassy now
"Oh they're asleep, " dad said in a low tone and smiling
I turn to look at them smiling
"Yea they just now did a little while ago after crying their eyes out, "I said and looks back at dad just to see him clenching his jaw a bit
"Y/N.....*sighs* You heard it all, right??" Dad asked looking up and pinching the bridge of his nose and closing his eyes while doing that like he is frustrated to remember it again
I got caught
Told you nerdy you can never act and not in front of dad
*Sighs* I know I can never lie to dad I mean who am I even kidding, he is a businessman and obviously, he sees through people all the time and here I am merely a teenager.
"Y-yea but you can't be serious about leaving are you??" I ask hesitantly to hear the answer to that. Whatever she does or says she's still my mum and the women he loves and married to
"Listen, child, I am not leaving I-
"That's great then dad!! don't worry dad mom is a little emotional when she'll soon realise she was wrong and apologize to you"I quickly said cutting him off
"No Y/n listen to me first, that women you see are not your mother anymore, she's blinded by fame and she totally lost it fully, and I had decided to leave her and I am taking you all with me"He now commanded like a serious father he is.
"B-But what about mom?? I am not leaving her and her being like this we should stay and help her to get better "I said trying to reason with him and taking some steps back not believing what he said
*sighs*"Y/n...you already know how many specialists she's seeing but she still getting worse day by day, although I love her I can't let my kids to be raised by a crazy psycho. I won't force you but I am taking Min jun and Ari " he said entering the room and trying to wake them up.
I know that my mother is really getting treatment for schizophrenia, and psychological problems. But she's still my mother, who gave birth to me.
You know you're being dramatic here, listen to dad now and later you can convince him to come back, he won't be angry with mum for long.
Yea you're right
Yea genius I am always right
I mentally roll my eyes on that
"Alright I will come with you, but we need to come back often to check on her, "I said grimacing a little too much and picking half slept Ari in my arms, dad did the same to min jun and a nod to me showing his gorgeous smile
Did I mention my dad is handsome?
Huh! see this nerd already bragging about how handsome her dad is
Hey! that's rude he's my dad and I am only complimenting him
That's called bragging
AUTHOR: Stop fighting you're boring our readers with that and don't forget you both are one "*facepalms*
BUT SHE STARTED IT FIRST
NO, YOU DID
AUTHOR: Shut it and we're going back to the story
"Let go I'll let Buttler Kim get new clothes and other essential for us, "He said out of nowhere snapping me out of my stupid author world.
AUTHOR: Hey don't call me that I made you and you should better focus on story y/n *pouts*.
Don't start you two now
"Wait, where are we gonna stay ?? I asked him
" Where else we're going back to Busan, to grandma and grandpa!! I missed my parents "He said sounding all excited about mentioning them.
My mouth drops hearing that
Uh-oh, not good, not my grandparents, especially not grandma, she's the most strict person I have ever met. She had owned a whole martial arts academy back in Busan and I had to join it when I was only 4.
That's where I met that shy looking boy of my age, practising all alone, concentrated with those black beautiful doe eyes. To tell you the truth, I got attracted to those. Since we were of the same age we had to train together. He was shy at first but slowly he opened up with me. Soon we become best friends and we were inseparable. When I moved to Seoul he came here following me. Haha, silly, I know right, he was a shy boy but I was an extrovert so I helped him talk to more people in school. Soon he started talking with people and joined a group called Bts.
"Huh!!! We're going where ??" I asked shocked once again
How many times do you get shocked in a day
Shut up I am being serious here
"Yes y/n we're going to Busan," Dad said smiling and moving to the living room
No no no, I can't go to Busan, I promised Jungkook that I'll stay in Seoul and wait for him to return from L.A.
Yess you did you, stupid nerd, I doubt he will even remember you after coming back.
Hey you're stupid not me and he'll remember me, he is my best friend.
Yea whatever keep telling yourself that.
"You can't be serious!!! You can't do this to me" Mom shouted *screech-glass breaking* making me come back to reality
I run off to the living room as fast as I can, properly supporting Ari in my arms. Seeing my mom holding a big piece of broken glass in her now bleeding hand just near her wrist and her eyes wide looking at dad. Dad telling her to put the piece down. My eyes bulge as much bigger as they can realising what she's gonna do next. It's like my brain stop working for a moment, I stand there whole shocked.
"Mrs Gong, can you please take kids to the car" Dad ordered our maid, Mrs Gong.
That's when I realized mom can do anything and I can't really leave her alone. Not like this vulnerable, I gave Ari to Mrs.gong and tried to step ahead slowly taking one step at a time. Mrs Gong took the twins out of the house, it's not likely they'll remember something but it's still not good for 3 years old to see their mother behaviour ing like that.
"M-mum," I said more like squealed to her
She looked at me now with wide eyes as if they'll come out of her eyes' socket, her expression soften for a bit but then they changes back to crying again.
"Y-Y/n tell your dad to not leave me, you're a smart girl tell him, he can't leave me all alone like this, I can't live without him," Mum said now crying aloud still holding the piece of glass near her wrist.
I looked at dad, he got that disappointed look on his face.
"I am doing this for your good only-
"YOU'RE NOT-"mum shouted" You're not doing this for me, you're doing this all to make me feel like it's my fault, whose fault is it that I become like this, whose-*mum sobs*
"Mum I understand, can you please put that down and let me bandage you, I promise no one is leaving you," I said trying to convince her.
"NOOO!!! Y/n *cries* no one will be staying with me after I put this piece of glass down, you all will leave me" Mum said pressing the piece on my wrist a little
Now I am angry about dad being like this, why did he have to say it all in front of her when she's this emotional.
"Mum, listen to me-
"No!!! Y/n just remember that I love you and I love your dad the most in this world" *a single tear flows from her right eye* mum said this and slit that piece on her hand with too much force that blood started flowing from her wrist like a fountain.
"EUN SOO, Noo what did you do!!!NO NO NO!!! *dad shouted* I was leaving you so that you can get better without me fighting with you every day like that, I wanted you to live your dreams. I never wanted you to do something like this, I love you so damn much. Why?? Did you do that !!!" Dad shouted running to her.
"Mom!!!Noooo!!!" I said running to her now falling body covered with blood. Dad comes and held her in his arms.
Mum looked up with her half-opened eyes and hold dads face with her left hand "We vows to stay together with each other in every situation hard or happy, b-but *mum breathes heavily* if-if you won't stay with me, w-what would I do without you, I-I * another long breathe* I am incomplete without you" Mum said breathing heavily and slight tears coming out of her eyes.
" Mu-mum listen to me, nothing will happen to you, you will live, did you got that," I said crying holding her bleeding hand and quickly tied a tight knot just over her wrist, so the blood stops coming out and I quickly took out my phone to call 991.
The ambulance arrived 5 minutes later, and when we reach the hospital dad was nowhere to be found, he-he left, just like a coward. Mum was fine after that, she had to spend 3 weeks in hospital to get recover.
And Just like this our happy family got wrecked, I am still trying to get in touch with dad but he hides well.
~PRESENT TIME ~
Just like 2 years ago, she got a panic attack and wanted to end her life.
I hadn't told about this incident to anyone rather than bless and saumya but jiminiee Oppa knows it by accident, so I told him to keep it a secret. I didn't wanna keep it from Jungkook, we tell everything to each other so I was gonna tell him about it once he got back and we both hang out together like in earlier days. I still get nightmares thinking about it and mom's body in blood haunting me at sleep that's why I call two of my best friends for a sleepover often or go to theirs.
Just as I was sitting in the waiting area for the doctor to come out from the room after checking on mom, I got the call from jungkook's phone.
I furrowed my eyebrows why is he calling?? And this late??
Must be that jerk wanting to apologise to leave you like that.
Listen he is not a jerk and he didn't do anything wrong I would have done the same if I had a bf.
Yea don't make me laugh, who will even dare to date a nerdy ass like you.
I swear to god!!! Shut up!!!
"Hello!! Is this ms. SongY/n, we're calling from Hanguel Hospital and right now our patient Mr Jeon Jungkook keep on insisting to call you, If this is convinceable, please do come, something horrible happened with him" The caller said sounding tense.
I drop my phone again a second time today, aww my poor phone.
I picked it up to see, It got more scratches
you dumbo!!!
I-IDC JUNGKOOK IS IN THE FREAKING HOSPITAL!!!!
What??JK is in the hospital ?? That too the same one I am at right now !! What had happened to him?/ Why are you doing this lord ?? the 2 people I love the most are in hospital rn
Y/n stop being overdramatic, ask her where he is. You need to check on him rather than babbling to me those things nerdy.
Ah shut up, will you? Did I tell you how much I hate you??
And I love you too
Again there goes a mental eye roll on that.
"Hello? miss Y/n??" the voice calls
"Y-YEA" I answered "Excuse me miss, Can you tell me which room is he, please ?? I am nearby hospital I will go meet him directly "I said making up an excuse
" Room no. 150, first floor," she said before hanging up.
I swear to god you're dead meat, JEON JUNGKOOK I will have to run more way cuz of you, I mumble to myself moving to an escalator
~ROOM 150 ~
I gave out a big breath I was holding while running reaching his room that said: Jeon Jungkook. I slowly run my hands on his nameplate on the door. I push the door nob down, entering the room putting on an angry face ready to scold him for whatever silliness he did to let this happened.
"JEON JUNGKOOK!!! you dirty piece of a slithy asshole-
"Y/N!!! S-She d-died!!!"He said his voice a little hoarse from a mixture of shock and crying like he doesn't want those words to take out from his mouth.
My eyes got wide listening to this I stood frozen near the door I entered from, huh? who
"WHO, KOOKIE??" I asked like the dumbest person I am in this situations
"S-She J-JIN MI, my jin mi," He said with a crackling voice and finally he breaks down crying.
That's when I realized my kookie will never gonna remain the same, he will change and will become the most feared!!!~
Jeon Jungkook only
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• So what do you think about this chapter??
• What really happened to y/n's dad??
• Is Jinmi really dead or not??