Jin's POV
So you should know I'm gay and I bumped into someone you know the rest anyways... he touched MY hand MY hand like totally my hand I never freaked out so much to the point where I play with my fingers even though I'm older it seems like I'm acting so much younger than his never actually seen a guy with a beautiful dimples was in my life .like ugggh what have I gotten myself into feels like something else will happen with this I know it I can feel it just not yet it feels like I know him from so long probably over mobile we're just another person I know that has a name Kim namjoon. It came from zoning out when I heard.
"Let's go"namjoon said as he grabbed MY hand.
"Oh-uh ok"I replied and blushed as he smile at me showing his dimples I just can't stop myself from fan boying inside of my mind of how beautiful he is on our first met I'm already falling in love with this guy in my mind I'm crazy I can't fall in love at first sight but oh my gosh I think I can.
As we were walking I just came outta nowhere to say."so I wanted to tell you just in case we become friends good friends."I said while we walk.i let out a sigh and said. All right before I even say what I said I cannot imagine how he would feel about me just saying hey I'm okay it felt like I was going to blow up..... like ....it was like a first volcano eruption I could not even form words"I'm gay"
I got a little scared when I'm through just stopped quickly and smiling at me I just looked at him and started blushing I couldn't control my feelings over just a face I just had to tell him I don't know why he was smiling usually if I tell people they would be disgusted but he smiled.
"I just wanted to tell you just in case we become friends I just don't want to hear French it to go to waste and down the drain and-" I couldn't even finish my sentence I got cut off by Namjoon saying.
"So am I, come down now worried I'm not having a problem do you know taehyung Jungkook suga jimin jhope?"namjoon days as all the names I know
"Y-yeah." I really didn't know what he wanted or what he was going to use those names for as an example when it was my problem I was so confused I just looked at him and waited for an answer.
"There are gay and I know you are also"namjoon said my eyes weren't so life I couldn't even respond to how they even know my sexuality and the me that I am I hide it from everyone and it was surprising that I even told him but I'm now confused and thoughts running in my mind of how they know.
"What!? How!? When?!"that was the most things I said I said that in the most disbelief thing I've ever said I couldn't believe it I did it I never did I just couldn't feel like I was dreaming I had to close my eyes and reopening to see if I was dreaming or not it was not a dream that one at all I was so embarrassed that more than just one person knows my best friend jimin only knows we talk over the phone because he lives in a different city than me that's the only person I know that knows but the rest of them I had no clue.
All namjoon did was laugh and said"the way you text and certain things you text towards me and the chat"namjoon said as he grabbed my other hand"I know you're nervous right now and shy but I see in your eyes you feel on love at first sight"namjoon added. Yes it was so true I started thinking in my mind I do I know I do it's the true feeling from just one hours winning each other I Know What Love is and I think I feel it for him feel like I know him I just have to find.
"Yeah true, I did .....I did fall in love at first sight"I said have a look down at the floor I couldn't believe what I said it was the most bravest thing I've ever said the whole day.
"So did I"namjin said as he pecked my pouty lips and said"come on it's not far"I couldn't think I didn't know if I could walk what I felt on my lips from his I couldn't help but smile I tried so hard not to Fanboy I accomplished that but filled at blushing I blush so hot out kind of look like a tomato I was shook that I couldn't really think much except oh my God.
"I'm tired joonie"I said and saw his smile at the nickname I gave him I don't know how I got the nickname but I guess when you're in love you never know how you give a nickname until you say it.
"Come on y'all my back"namjoon said I was a little shocked that he even said get on my back as me as almost taller than him guy but not as tall as him I was shooked that he would have you ever even pick me up but I did anyway so I said.
"What?! No!? I'm to heavey"I said even though I'm not that heavy and knowing nsmjoonn is way stronger .
"Wanna bet your light"namjoon said as I paused in thoughts
"Bet"i said and regret after that...big mistake