Then what was the reason which made her to make me an orphan I'm really puzzled!.
Mum just told me that I am a special child. who deserves love just love. "In future one day you will receive my portion of love . have to just wait for that time".
Here I am, waiting for my portion of love.
Knowing that she was going to leave me very soon, she made every arrangement for me planed for my studies, that I can complete my studies without any worries.
till now she planned everything for me . from now on I will make my future plans myself, the time which mother told to wait to get my own day, I think that has come when I should take my life in my hand.
She told me, "you cannot tell who I am, whose daughter you are". I think behind mums decision there is some reason so I have to be carefull.
Their was only few person was knowing that who I am.
She Changed my every information before her death so there is no proof that I am mother's daughter. I can go with my current identity as an orphan to start my new life.
I cannot join my family, if can see them from a far is also best but that is possible when I will be in the same city.
Where,
sight of Rising Sun
which are roses
Million emotions
The hill adored with love at the core,
The monsoon woods every heart sore.
- by Himadri Sharma
"SHIMLA"
' the place which is like haven on earth'.