life is miserable but i have dreams to fulfill so i cant give up but it turns that i am a strong person mentally but not from heart...

so i believed people and got hurt from them, i cried myself but never blamed them and eventually forgave them...

i am a outgoing person but its like i crave for love and attention...so i started talking and being Friends with every person in school and i became popular but it didn't last long as i was the only one trying to be friends with everyone and like no one approaches a ordinary person and i was like that but i had some close ones in school who approached me first!! but my fame didnt last long as i would force myself to talk and they just remember me like if i post "my birthday tomorrow" they saw that and wished me happy birthday and i felt so happy because those people rarely talked to me and so cruel people are my classmate who was a total failure got failed in every subject and.....