Chapter 37 - Leave Peacefully (2)

"I'll do it," I say. He looks at me: unconvinced on the change of attitude. But who am I to talk to?? I was acting like a crazy senile gang member out on the streets not too long ago. Even I would doubt my self. Or purely the cause of my reincarnation.

"You seem too excited," he says.

"I want to go home." I say honestly, "as fast as I possibly can."

"..." he stares at me before he opens his mouth and says: "Good enough that's what I want to hear." He says with a small smirk.

Good enough?? Is there anything else you want to hear?

"It's not like I have a choice," I told him blandly.

Why is everything I don't want to say- become everything he wants to hear??? Is everything going to be over for me?

It's not like I care or anything, for your information! (-_-) I am running away is the last thing I am telling you! What SPY?? Is this a child's play?

"I can do it. Trust me. But please just send me home." I say.

"..." he stares at me as if he's staring at an idiot.

"..." I stare back at him.

"Let's do it then," he says as he snaps his fingers. Soon shadows crept up towards me and grabbed me by hands and took me down. Assains-?! I didn't even get a chance to hold my breath!

"...Hey... I thought we made a fair deal?" I say as I look up at him as his assassins pin me down. Sh*T is he going to torture information out of me??

"Hmmm... I don't like it when my dogs try to run away."

"I am human," I tell him, my words echoing out the halls. How am I related to a specimen of hungry Fat Wolves in any way??

"...Oh..." he says as his eyebrows go up. "I didn't know you were human. You were ravaging like a dog and acting like a desperate puppy just a while ago," he says.

I started hating him more and more. I cursed him. 'I curse you to die: Die in the hands of a hybrid dog and being eaten alive.'

"I promise on my existence that I will never turn my back on you," I swear.

"Existence? You know I can wipe it away right here and right now. You don't have to make promises anymore." he says coldly.

What THe-!

So he was playing with all along wasn't he?? What a GODDAMN Jerk! The assassins pulled me down tighter, and my back was starting to rip. This is the worst.

Even I didn't have this much security in my place.

"Who do you want me to spy on?" I spit on my words.

"..." he doesn't say anything.

"My wall of patience is breaking, you goddamn jerk-" I cough on words. He sends me a small glare, but then smirks:

"Do you even know how dangerous my missions can be?"

"Why did you bother threatening me to be your goddamn spy anyway?? To check me out or... use me as a puppet to see if your sword was sharp."

"..."

"You don't know?" I say smirking as the assassins put their blades against my throat. "You won't get anything from killing me anyway."

"I could sell you in the black market. I am plenty sure many clients would like to have a pretty petite girl like you in their possession."

Is HE A SADIST?? Does he like watching People in Pain??!

"People won't dare to buy me after they see such an expensive price label on me." I snort back.

"Expensive?" he looks confused and amused at the same time.

IS HE HAVING FUN??!

"Yes... after all, nothing in this world could ever be equivalent to me. ME. You understand? I am that expensive. Expensive as this continent 30 times."

"Wow... I think I would love to have to torture and possess the most expensive thing in the world," he says.

I'm speechless.

TorTURE?? He's definitely the reincarnation of the Devil himself.

"..." I couldn't speak anymore. This man was someone I could never get across with words. Sir- you have just beaten the unrefutable Ice-berg Archduke.

"What do you think?"

"Then kill me," I tell him. He raises his eyebrows at me. He has a dangerous look in his eyes.

"Kill you? Are you sure... little lamb?" he says as he unsheathes his sword again and points it at my neck as the assassins hold me down, making me unable to move.

His blade goes against my neck.

Again? Can I have a death that had nothing to do with my Goddamn neck??

I sigh...

I would rather die than fight again. I give up. I was doomed anyway. From the very beginning. My fate was cursed. It would be better if I go to nirvana as the un-sinned now. I didn't kill anyone or harm anyone in this lifetime.

(A/N: Hello! You forgot about how you threatened his men at the dungeon!)

I would reincarnate into another body.

I would start a new fresh clean slate.

I would get rid of this cursed fate.

I would get a better protective family.

I would be happy.

I wanted to die.

"Yes... I am ready- whenever you are..." I mumble. I seal my eyes. His blade slices against my neck. A phantom pain reaches my neck.

...

...

...

Yes...

I am finally free.