I got to meet special ones in my life,
Hoping and glowing, they were waiting for me.
Filling a void inside that had no emotions,
Being there to support when I flew to be free.
I filled in that blank space with him,
Every time thinking it was right.
But, I rubbed it out every single time,
Cause they were all wrong.
Marked and scarred all over the page,
I start to remember every beautiful memory.
Meeting him, seeing him, crying for him,
Until a blank page is all I can see.
Even if I have all these great memories,
But I know he is placing me in a blank space.
On an irrelevant page in his book,
Left alone in the same forgotten place.
I know who I am. I know who I want,
I can't fill anyone in my special blank space.
I only want to put that special one,
Who is the answer to my story.
Lucinda Melrose
Created and Published: 8th March 2024