A unamed maids diary,

Today, I reach my age old enough to retire from being amaid to the Rosenberg household. I am a little sad to leave my masters but I don't have already strenght to keep serving them. Even so even I part ways  from here onwards my loyalty will be always for them.I serve my master, the Marquis, Lord Francis von Rosenberg before even he was born and I am 12 at that time. I also witness how he fell inlove with his wife the marques, Lady Diana Lucia and see their marriage. And even then I loyally serve then till they got their first child which is the mistress,

Lady Liliane and also witness his younger brother birth, Lord Leon although I cannot see him grow into adult I am still thankful that I witness him grown up into a cute little children.

Liliane von Rosenberg a sole daughter of the Marquis of the empire of Avalon the ruler of all kingdoms in the continent of Eleinor. More than that, only a choosen family by the king can add "von" in their surnames it means they are prestigious than any family. They even surpass the Duke  family which serving the royal family as a prime minister for uncountable generations. Since birth of Lady Liliane I saw it and serve her growth until now. She used to be a cheerful,

kind and full of happiness child but now when she reach the age to enter the academy she became a lifeless,

colorless and emotionless. She stop speaking and start using Morse code or sign language when communicating with others. Everyone got worried when the miss become like this.

I am so worried to her that I feel like I don't wanna retire. After all I serve her and saw her growth so it really hurts me when the miss become like this. She even start to wear black gloves all the time and wearing dark colored outfits. She start to refuse wearing other colored outfit than it and refuse to go outside her room.She from no light.

I wonder what happened to her?

What makes her like this? Sadly, my retirement came without even finding out the truth. So I can only trust my old friends in the estate about the news about the miss. This is all I can say.

////Liliane POV

My name is Liliane von Rosenberg but I prefer others to just call me Lily but that was just before. Everyone seems kind to me and I appreciate it.

However I still have a lie that I didn't talk about them and that is,....I have memories of my past life. In my past life this world is a novel called "Make Fall the Crown Prince for You" and it's seems like I died and got reincarnated in this world. I start to get reincarnated since I was a baby.It was hard at first but when I start to grow up I start to get used to this world.I even shared my knowledge about my past life so our fief and family honor name become more powerful.In the past I fully enjoy my quiet life. However when time comes where I need to go and study in the academy I loose my composure.In this continent it is a tradition that when all children reach the age of 15 to go to academy. Somehow that's only for girls while boys starts studying to the academy since 12 years old.

In this world I reincarnate as the protagonist and the main heroine which will gonna end up being a lover with the empire's crown prince.  The academy is the setting of the novel and the place where their feelings start to grow. And that was the thing I wanted to avoid at all cost. Becoming the lover of the crown prince and becoming the future queen was the dream of every girl however that's not the same with me. Being the future queen will make your life a disaster. Wanna know why? First you have no freedom all the things you gonna do will gonna be judged. I don't want to experience that kind of thing.

Being stared by cold eyes. Second,

your life is dangerous you will alwyas gonna be targeted and assassinated.

I don't want my life to become like that. I don't want that kind of life so I wish to avoid it at all cost. My parents give me love and care with all they can and it feels like I am not a noble but a normal child of a normal family.

We live like a normal family. I don't expect anything else. I have a home with all the necessarities I want can give. A kind and loyal servants and a heartwarming family. All of the things I want are finally on my hands.

That is why even they become worried to me I have to do this at all cost just to remain in this family forever. I study harder for all the months remaining before I start to depart to the academy. I also practice using Morse code and sign language.

I avoid to talk to anyone and only use the Morse code or sign language when communicating. I practice my emotions to become emotionless and make my face looks lifeless. I've set a goal that I must not interact anyone at the academy but always remain on top in class. I also focus on studying martial arts like swordmanship or archery and studying the things that only male can learn that is about the business or running a fief. Since I contribute a lot to our fief I learn much things about it that I can already see myself as a man. Ive also train my magic to become more powerful.My parents and servants were worried to me but I only feel pity for them cause they must endure it for just 3 years and things will gonna return back to normal after that. And without knowing the time have pass where I will start going to the academy. I've practice enough and I'm sure my plan will be a success.

/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

Maid: My lady,The carriage have finally prepared for you to depart.

Liliane picks up her white board and start to write.

_ _ _  , _ ● _ (Means: OK)

Maid: Miss,you should stop that attitude of yours already. The academy is a place of rumors so of they saw that you didn't speak what do you think the other will think of you? The family household is in your honor.

●●, _ ● _ / _ ● / _ _ _ / ● _ _ ( I know)

Maid: Miss,.....(I was really worried to her. How did our pure kidn miss become like this? Luckily I learn enough to understand and translate her Morse code language of talking since I am a noble too who studied in the academy before).

"Sorry for making you worry, Aya"

Maid:Eh?

This time Lily writes an understandable language in her white board.

Aya:Please do your best. Your family was waiting for you downstairs.

Lily nods. Aya hugs her.

Aya: Please always remember this my lady. We and your family will always support you. We might don't know what happened to you but please always remember that we are always by your side.

Lily didn't reply but hug Aya as well too.

Lily:(I'm sorry Aya)

After that Aya accompany Lily to go down stairs. Her family also give her a warm farewell even his father whose always busy to his work see her off.

Diana: Lily,My dear child do your best there,okey? But please always remember to enjoy your time there.

You can experience studying in the academy once in a life time so give fully your best to enjoy there.

Lily just nod.

Lily :(I'm sorry mother I feel bad for you but what your expectation might not happen.I also want to enjoy my time there but I don't want to be noticed by the crown prince so I will avoid interacting anyone at all cost).

Leon: Nee-chan do you really need to go? (Crying)

Leon cries and grab her sisters skirt.

Leon:Please don't go.Don't leave me.

Lily:(Oh poor Leon)

Lily kneel down and hugs his brother.

After that she gave him a smile and pat his head.She may not speak but she did that to comfort him.

Francis:Leon leave your sister. She might gonna be late.

Leon:I don't wanna!Wah!

Leon still not stop crying.

Diana:Oh,dear.

Lily:(Father)

His father look at her.

Francis:Lily,don't worry about us and just enjoy spending your time there.

Lily just nod to approve.

Francis:I think it's about time for you to depart soon.

Lily writes in her board using Morse code.

●●_●|●| _ _ _ | _ ● (Leon)

Lily writes Leon even it's short and looks like no meaning his father understood it. It means Leon was still crying that is why she was still not ready to go.After his father realize it he kneels down and comfort Leon.

Francis:Francis,do you really what to see your sister left worrying about you?

Leon:?

Francis:If you make your sister worry about you even after she left.She might get sick.

Lily and her mother chuckle a little after hearing what his father say to comfort the crying Leon.

Leon: !

Francis:Is that what you want to happen?Do you wish to see her sickly worrying for you?

Leon:No! I don't wanna!

Francis:Then you should see her off with a smile. So,that even you part ways with her she won't worry for you.

Leon wipe off his tears and approach Lily.

Leon: Nee-chan make sure to comeback with full of stories okey?!

Lily chuckle and pat his brother in head.She also give her a warm smile.

Diana:Now then there are no obstacles for you to left worried.So enjoy your time there and don't forget to give us wonderful stories when you came back,kay?

Lily writes on her white board.

●●, ● _ _ | ●● | ● _ ● ● | ● _ ● ●

(I WILL)

Francis: Liliane von Rosenberg.

Lily flinch upon hearing her name.

She then looks to his father. His father face become serious.

Francis:Rember to always bring the noble rose in your heart.

Lilly's eyes became wide a surprise but she then give her father a warm smile and bows. It means she agrees.

Then afterwards she rode the carriage but before entering she.

Lily:I'm going now.

She starts to speak after a year.Her family went on surprise. But they also shout back to her.

Family:Be safe there!

Lily:I will!

Then she already departs. After passing their land she gaze upon the window.

Lily:(So the time have now to comes.

Time flows by so quickly. I must avoid my fate at all cost!)

To be continue...