That night, Colm was drinking at a bar. He wanted to drown himself tonight. He felt like he was utterly useless.
Although at first, Colm was only feeling guilty to April. He always felt responsible for her, he treated her as his little sister. But ever since she had Sky, She was getting stable and getting more attractive. She communicated more and he was starting to get fall for her.
Colm knew he didn't have any rights to April's freedom nor future. Although he vowed to become her husband, he never tried to actually woo her. He didn't want to add up to her problems and he was busy with his father's business to extend to Europe. That's why he was with Alex, most of the times. They were thinking about venturing together.
"May I join you?" Alex sat beside his buddy. He knew Colm very well, as Colm with him. This pub was one of Colm's favorite.
Colm didn't replied and just grunted. Alex ordered a drink for himself. He felt like drinking tonight as well.