"I don't deserve you because I am dirty. I am tainted with those men. *gulped* No matter I do, no matter what medicine I take. They always call for me. Teasing me, Drugging me, Playing with my body, Hurting me and Raping me." April took her hand away and took one step back. She look at him in the eyes. She could see that Alex was shocked with this revelation.
"I never told anyone of this, cause I know they will only feel more guilty about themselves and then pity me. I'm telling you this because I'd want you to understand, that it's never going to be easy with me. Those monsters.." She said in disdain.
"Those monsters always haunt me at night or anytime that some other man touches me. I could never run away from them. I tried, I tried everything that the doctors told me to do. Yet nothing worked at all!" Her eyes were red from crying. Yet Alex could see that she was angry, angry to those people who haunted her dreams and her mind.
