"I'm so sorry Rose." Violet says in a soft voice as they walk up to their apartments after Violet's brother dropped them off.
"Me too." Rose replies sadly as she opens the door to her apartment. "I want to be alone for a while."
"I understand." Violet replies sadly as she looks at her friend. "I never thought I'd see you heartbroken Rose."
"Because before there wasn't a heart to break." Rose whispers before closing the door.
She always had walls up around her heart but now those walls have crumbled along with her heart. She never thought someone could get past even one wall but he got past all of them so easily and she doesn't understand how he did it without her realizing it. She decides to just change her clothes and go to bed, she would rather sleep than be awake much longer with her pained heart and racing thoughts.
*With Rainn*
"I need to take my mind off of things." Ray groans and lays his head back on the couch. "But how?" He asks while hugging the dragon still, he's holding it and remembering how relaxed and content he was while he was holding her and they were listening to the music. He moves the dragon and looks at it, it holds so many good memories already but right now they are painful ones as well. He decides to take it in his room and place it on his dresser for now then leaves again.
"I need a drink." He grumbles as he heads to his front door. He leaves his apartment and walks down the street to the local bar and enters. He looks around and sees a woman wearing a tight black dress, high heels and has her long brown hair styled in a messy bun. "Just what the doctor ordered." Ray grins as he walks up to her. "Hey, can I buy you a drink?" He asks while smiling at her.
"Oh, uhh sure." She replies with a blush as she looks at him.
"Never seen you here before, you don't come here often huh?" He asks after motioning for the bartender to bring them some drinks.
"This is my first time here." She replies while she looks him up and down. He smiles at her and moves a bit closer causing her to blush more. "W-What about you?" She stutters slightly from nervousness.
"I come here every so often. Guess it was fate I decided to come here tonight." He says smoothly just as the bartender gives them their drinks.
"I guess." She whispers before grabbing her glass and bringing it to her lips to drink.
"Have any other plans for the night?" He asks before downing his drink in one gulp.
"No, I don't."
"Want to spend the rest of the night with me? I can guarantee you'll enjoy yourself." He winks at her causing her to blush heavily and look away in embarrassment.
"I guess. What would we be doing?" She asks shyly.
Ray moves closer to her and whispers seductively in her ear. "Anything and everything you want." She stiffens at his words and takes in a sharp breath. He can tell by her body language that she likes what he said but she's nervous. "I can tell you like the sound of that, don't be nervous, I promise if you spend the night with me that you'll feel amazing." He whispers in her ear and gently kisses her neck which instantly gave her goosebumps.
"I don't doubt it." She moans out then quickly covers her mouth.
"Come on, you can experience more at my place, you can moan all you want there and I can promise you will."
"Lead the way." She says as normally as she can while he runs his hands down her arms and kisses her neck.
He smiles and takes her hand and pulls her out of the bar. He's not worried about paying for the drinks because he has a tab and comes here often so they know him there.
"Wait, I don't even know your name. What is it?" She asks as he leads her down the street.
"Ray, what's yours?"
"Jessica but just call me Jess." She says shyly as they reach his apartment.
"You're so shy Jess. I can feel your nervousness. Relax." He smiles reassuringly at her as he opens the door and lets her walk in. "I can help you relax if you want."
"How?" She asks curiously but nervously as he closes his apartment door.
"Well, I can massage you." He smiles as he walks over to her. "Or I can kiss you anywhere you want." He whispers while wrapping his arms around her and gently kissing her lips then her neck causing her to moan softly. "You know orgasms help you relax a lot too. You'll be so relaxed after one and the more you have the more you'll relax. By dawn, you'll be in heaven." He says in a sexy and seductive voice as he starts unzipping her dress.
"I don't doubt it." Jess barely whispers as he slides the dress off her body and lets it fall to the floor.
"What do you want me to do?" Ray asks while unhooking her bra and sliding it off her shoulders.
He has her in a trance and he knows it, he smiles as he thinks of all the fun he can have with her and all the fun he's had with the other girls. He can entrance any girl easily and none of them complained because he made them feel amazing as promised.
"All." She whispers before wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him tenderly and passionately.
He smiles and picks her up and takes her to his bedroom then lays her on the bed. He stands up and starts stripping his clothes off while she watches with a blush on her cheeks and a smile on her lips. He strips down to his boxers and slowly pulls them off to reveal himself to her, she gasps at his size which just made him smile more.
"You've seen me now I want to see you." He grins as he climbs back on the bed and grabs her panties pulling them down slowly. He looks at her and gently touches her, rubbing her slowly and erotically causing her to moan and squirm beneath him. "You like that?"
"Yes, it's amazing." She moans as he keeps rubbing her. He can feel her getting more aroused by the second and he loves it.
"Then you'll love the full experience." He says in a sexy tone as he grabs a condom from his nightstand and puts it on. He positions himself above her and looks into her eyes. "You ready?"
"Yes, go for it." She says reassuringly and smiles.
He smiles and pushes himself into her completely making them both moan loudly at the sensation. "Fuck your tight Jess, you feel so good." He groans as he starts thrusting harder and harder causing her to moan louder each time. "That's it baby keep moaning. You'll be moaning all night."
Ray keeps up his pace as he listens to Jess moaning loudly in pleasure beneath him. This is what he does best, having sex with girls and listening to the sounds of pleasure that he causes. That's all girls are good for to him, pleasure, endless pleasure.
"Harder Ray." Jess moans erotically as she grips his back.
"As long as you keep moaning my name." He replies lustfully and starts going harder causing her to moan louder. "Keep moaning Jess, tell me how good it feels." He groans before kissing her forcefully for a moment.
"Ray!" Jess moans loudly as she climaxes and digs her nails into his back, scratching him hard.
"Jess...Fuck." He groans as he reaches his climax as well. "Can you handle more?" He asks with a grin and looks at her. She nods her head rapidly making him smile more. "Good because I want to fuck you all night just to hear you moan my name over and over again as you come over and over again." He tells her in a seductive voice before kissing her quickly and pulling out so he can remove the condom.
"All night?" She asks nervously but with arousal in her voice as she watches him put on another condom.
"All night. But if you want to stop at any point just tell me." He smiles at her as he climbs on top of her again. "I'm up for changing positions as well. We can do anything and everything you want."
"I'm in for a long and interesting night huh?" She asks while smiling.
"Baby you have no idea." He chuckles slightly before kissing her and positioning himself to enter her again.
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Ray wakes up the next morning to the sunlight hitting his face. He groans tiredly as he feels warmth beside him, he wraps his arms around the girl beside him and holds her closely. He smells the faint scent of roses and smiles as he nuzzles her hair.
"Rose." He whispers sleepily and gently kisses her neck.
In his mind, he's cuddling and kissing Rose after a night of passionately making love to her. Visions of her lying beneath him moaning his name as he makes love to her. He can feel the passion and love as he kisses her tenderly and passionately, tasting her sweet lips and smelling the scent of roses coming off her body as they reach a new level of intimacy and closeness.
"Rose?" A girls voice asks suddenly snapping him out of his fantasy. "Who's Rose?" She asks with annoyance and pain in her voice.
"Huh? No one. Your hair smells like roses." He lies to avoid a confrontation. "It smells amazing and I love roses."
"Oh, thank you." She giggles slightly as she turns around and nuzzles her face into his chest.
He lays there holding her but now that he's awake and remembered her he feels bad. This is why she left him, because he uses women like he used this girl that's currently cuddled up with him. He starts to think about how if he wasn't like this he would be laying here with her in his arms, he'd be able to cuddle and kiss her and experience so many things with her.
"Jess?" He says in a soft tone so he doesn't upset her.
"Yes, Ray?" She asks a bit nervously.
"You should get going, I have things to handle today." He tells her softly but firmly as he sits up.
"Oh. Ok." She replies almost painfully because she feels like he just wants to get rid of her.
They both get up and dress in silence, she gives him her number and then leaves. Once she's gone he sits on the bed and puts his head in his hands. He thought he'd feel better after he had sex with a girl, sex was his cure-all but now he feels worse. He groans and looks at his dresser where the stuffed dragon is and feels even worse.
"What have I done? I just did exactly what she hated me for doing. I'm such a fucking idiot!" He shouts then falls back on the bed.
His mind starts racing as he thinks of things he can possibly do to get her to talk to him again. He doesn't want to admit it but he is starting to think he loves her, he can't deny he feels a connection with her which is something he never thought he'd experience. He sits there staring at the dragon as he thinks of ways he can prove he cares for her and won't use her.
"She's been used and mistreated by guys and she said guys usually want her the most." He says out loud to himself as he tries to process everything. "I can see why, she's amazing. But that means she's probably heard everything before and experienced so much. She probably got dozens of declarations of love and didn't believe any of them." He groans and runs his hands through his hair.
"That just means I'll have to be creative and think of ways to show her I care. Wait she said she doesn't believe in love and it's for fools just like me. How do I prove to someone that doesn't believe in love that I love them?" He grumbles with annoyance as he looks at the dragon that's still sitting on the dresser. He stands up and walks over to it and gently touches the Rose that the dragon is holding. "I'll figure this out, Rose. I promise. I'll show you love is real and that you can experience it."