"Do you ever feel so sad about nothing? Like for no reason at all?" I asked my friend, Katie. Nandito sya sa bahay ko at buong pusong ginugulo ang pagsesenti ko. "Is that even possible?" nakakunot ang noo nyang tanong sakin. I just shrugged my shoulders coz I didn't even know how to explain it to her. Lumapit ako sa bintana at hinawi ang kurtina saka tumingin sa labas. Umuulan na naman. No wonder I'm feeling this way. Kapag ganito ang panahon, hindi ko rin mapigil ang damdamin ko. Ayoko lang ipakita sa kaibigan ko kasi ayoko magexplain. Sometimes, it's a lot easier to hide your feelings than to explain it to everyone else.
"Okay babe, I'll see you in a bit. I love you." Napangiwi ako nang marinig ko ang kaibigan ko habang kausap sa phone ang boyfriend nya. Cheesy. Real cheesy. "Ey, Lalabas kami ni Glenn ha? Ok ka lang ba dito?" "Yep. Have fun." Lumapit ako sa kama ko at humiga para matulog. "I know what's wrong with you, Bry." she suddenly said. "Wala ka lang love life. Alam mo, andami namang nanliligaw sayo eh. Why don't you give one of them a chance?" I sighed. Here we go again. Just when another word about to come out of Katie's mouth, the door bell suddenly rung. Saved by the bell. "Glenn's here. You should go now. And please, Katie, buy your own phone. You always communicate with your boyfriend using mine. Baka mamaya nyan, maging jowa ko yan." Her reaction was priceless hahahahahaha. "Hey easy, he's not my type." I hushed her coz she's about to burst out. "Alright, we're going. I'll see you later. Pag-isipan mo sinabi ko ha?" She smiled and kissed my cheek and left. Gumanti ako ng halik at ngiti sa kanya. This girl really is my best friend. The moment she shut the door, my smiling face turned into a sad face. Maybe you're right, Katie. Baka nga 'yon ang dahilan kung bakit nalulungkot ako. But actually, I do HAD a love life. Sinayang ko lang...
Memories came back to my mind suddenly as I drown myself into tears...