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Chapter 9 - A Wolf 2

He aggresively took the senior's arm off of my wrists.

He punched him with full force and regretlessly took him down.

He looked at me.

Fiercely.

Wildly.

He grabbed my wrist.

"Run." he said as he ran while dragging me off to where he was going.

The teachers were following us so as the other members of the group.

I looked at him.

I never thought I'd be seeing Men again.

This time, he showed rather than me showing to him.

I kept on looking at him wondering what has gotten into him.

He took me to the same place where I saw him before arguing with another senior.

When we got behind an abandoned car, he stopped and let loose of my wrists.

He is catching his breath and panting heavily.

He took a sit and I did too.

He looked at me.

I looked away.

"You're going to ignore the person who saved you?" he said.

I looked at him.

"N- nobody asked you to save me..." I said calmly.

"So you prefer getting abused than being saved?" he said.

I became silent.

I looked away from him.

He grabbed my head and made me look at him.

I felt his head slowly reaching mine.

His other hand holding my chin while the other reaches for my body.

"M- Men..." I said unconsciously..

"Stop please." I asked.

His face reached my neck.

He kissed it slowly.

"S- stop please!" I said and then I pushed him.

I unconsciously scratched his neck with my nails.

"Fuck that hurts." he said.

I looked at him, and I saw his neck scratched.

"S- sorry! I didn't mean to!" I told him.

He ddin't answer back.

He ignored me.

He stood up and fix his self..

"Go with your boyfriend, he's probably looking for you now." he said.

I looked at him.

I stood up but then I suddenly lost balance.

I thought he was going to catch me.

But he just watched me fall all over myself.

I tried standing up again.

"Ouch that hurts." I said as I held my back.

I looked at Men, he seemed to be walking away already.

"Men!" I called him.

He didn't look back but he stopped walking.

"T- thank you!" I told him.

Once he had heard it, he continued walking as if he heard nothing.

He didn't responded back.

He just continued walking.

Suddenly my phone rang.

I saw Joshua's text.

He said he was already at the meeting place and was looking for me.

I fixed myself up.

I walked towards our meeting place and I saw him there.

"S- sorry! Something came up." I told him.

As he saw me, he immediately ran towards me and held my hands.

"It's alright." he said as he help me fix some parts of my clothes.

He held my hands tightly.

"Are you alright?" he asked.

I nodded and smiled.

"You're sweaty all of a sudden." he said.

"T- this is nothing." I told him.

He ignored it and he continued holding my hands as we both walk outside the school grounds.

"You want some sushi?" he asked.

"I'm fine with it." I told him.

He gripped my hands tighter and cheerfully walked.

He is really into this.

He walked me towards the nearest sushi café.

The place seems to be decent.

I took my sit along with him as he grab the menu.

I looked at him.

His smile seemed to be endless.

I smiled too.

I realized how much I loved him before.

And until now, who would've thought that my feelings for him will still develop?

As he finish giving orders, he grabbed my hands again.

"This is for you." he said.

I looked at what he placed in the middle of my palm.

It is a necklace.

"W- what is this for?" I asked him.

"I love you." he said.

I blushed.

"Y- you don't have to buy something..." I said hesitately.

"No problem." he said.

I smiled again.

This time, almost the same as his.

I hugged him tightly.

"Thank you so much." I told him

Then we were wrapped in silence for a few seconds.

Then the food came.

"Let's eat?" he said.

I nodded as I grab the chopsticks.

***

-Dale-

The day was rough.

I've been facing problems frequently these past few days.

Not to mention I am hurt.

When I said I am over it already, I have no idea what I was thinking.

But maybe somehow, I am.

I feel nothing for Blake ever since.

I walked towards the school garden.

I sat and opened a book I have borrowed from the library.

This is new to me.

I had never realize that I'd be taking interest in reading books.

But here I am reading them.

As a past time.

***

I was enjoying reading the book to much I didn't realize what time is it already.

While reading, I was unconscious of my surroundings.

Someone went near me.

"Someone's busy." he said.

I looked at the person.

It was Jacob.

"Long time no see." he said as he smile.

He sat beside me.

I looked at him.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Accompanying you of course." he said.

"Were you sent by Blake?" I said.

"Definitely not. I don't know any Blake after what happened." he said.

I looked at him.

"He was banned from being the school representative." he said.

"I don't care." I told him.

"Sure you don't. After what happened, who does right?" he said.

"What are you doing here." I told him.

"Cheering you up?" he said.

"You think I'd believe that?" I said.

"If my reason was acceptable, why not?" he teased.

I gave out a huge sigh.

Then I ignored him and I continued reading my book.

"So you're alright now?" he asked.

"Should you be of any concern?" I asked.

"Not much, but I may know if you're okay." he said.

"No you may not." I responded.

He laughed.

I looked at him.

"Stop disturbing me." I told him.

I continued reading.

"You've changed." he said.

"I have no idea what you are talking about." I told him.

"You used to smile alot." he said.

"Shut up." I told him.

"You used to be cheerful when talking to me." he said.

"I don't care." I told him.

"Haha." he sarcastically laughed.

I looked at him again.

"Would you please go away?" I told him.

"Nah." he said.

I stood up and walked away from him, but then suddenly raindrops started falling.

I stopped from where I was.

"Need help?" he asked.

"Can't you see?" I told him.

He laughed before he gave the umbrella to me.

No, he didn't gave the umbrella.

He opened it for me.

I frowned.

"Let's go?" he said.

"Where?" I asked him.

"To your house of course, unless you wanna go and see Blake." he said.

I went in silence.

And so he did.

He realized what he had said.

"Sorry." he said.

I looked at him.

"What for?" I said.

"The joke was too much." he said.

"No need. I don't care either ways." I told him.

"I hope so." he said.

When we were finally in front of my dorm, he bid goodbye.

I went inside and I lie down.

I imagined Jacob's face.

He looks like his brother.

But they're both unpredictable.

However, Jacob, on the other side seems decent.

I have nothing to say to Blake.

I gave out a huge sigh.

I covered my face with a pillow.

"God damnit!" I whispered loudly to myself.

I seemed to be affected.

Yes, in a particular way, to what had happened.

It's disappointing.

I am.

I calmed myself down.

Then suddenly my phone rang

"You don't have to mind everything. Cheer up already, you said you are overnit already didn't you?"

It was a text from Jacob.

I smiled after reading it.

But then I realized...

"What the fuck." I told to myself.

-Lenon-

The rain placed a heavy pressured on us.

We were eating sushi peacefully, but the mood was ruined by the rain.

Or was it really?

It was a lovely date, I presume.

It was my first ever, with someone I love.

"Looks like the rain is not stopping isn't it?" he said.

I nodded.

"I have no idea." I told him.

"I'll be taking you to your apartment then." he said.

"No need." I told him.

"You have no umbrella." he said.

It was a moment of epiphany.

I forgot I have no umbrella.

"Crap." I reacted.

He laughed.

"So shall we?" he said as he stood up.

"Fine." I told him.

He grabbed my hands and together we walked outside with he carrying umbrella.

I am so happy.

So much that I do not want to give this up.

This, what is between us.

When we got to my apartment, the rain poured harder.

"Damn." he whispered.

I want to invite him to stay.

But I am shy.

"I'll go rush." he said as he kiss me on the cheeks.

"See ya." he said.

"No- wait!" I called him.

"You should stay the night. It is also late." I told him.

I became proud of myself.

For a moment I became brave.

I expressed what I feel.

"That's new." he said.

"S- shut up!" I told him.

He smirked.

"So you wanted to stay or not?" I asked.

"Of course I do." he told me.

"Nevermind go home, the rain's getting weaker anyways." I told him.

"Do you really want me to?" he teased.

"Shut up!" I said.

My face got hotter.

More or less, reddish.

I opened the door of my apartment and I went inside.

He also got in, of course.

As I placed my bag down the table.

He suddenly grabbed my wrists.

"Hm?" I wondered.

He suddenly hugged me.

"Thank you." he said.

"W- what?" I asked.

"Thank you for loving me." he said.

"I-" I said.

He suddenly kissed me on the lips.

He slowly pushed me towards the bed.

"I love you so much." he said.

I feel so weak.

I can't move my muscles or any part of my body.

He removed his t-shirt off.

Then we were both looking at each other.

"Joshua." I said.

Then suddenly someone knocked on the door.