I updated last two days before my mothers death.
Why do people ask how she died?
Isn't it painful enough to lose your mom
And to have a whiplash of the car crash that ended her?
Why do people ask?
I'm grieving.
But don't ask for details.
I can't focus on death. I can't get stuck there again, imagining how she died alone, in the car, and the details rush in.
Why did you ask?
I'm hit with so much pain, and I refrain from saying too much.
Because I can't go back there again
To the day she died.
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