When a fiery spark is directed towards me, the thought that I ignited it, scares me. The waves of damage caused by it may cause a tsunami or sometimes high tides just subsides, the moment they reach the floor.
To be honest, I prefer the former one. The reason is obvious because once a problem arises and if it goes out of hand, it becomes too chaotic to deal with it.
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Weekend...
"So, are we really going to stay in bed like this all day?" I asked Andrew as he gripped me tightly while I tried to leave the bed.
"Ummhum..." Andrew muttered.
I turned to face him and there he lay with his eyes closed.
"I know you are not sleeping. So, stop with your facade and wash up. Didn't you say that you would make me breakfast? Hmm..hmm", I acted all cute which cost me my body.
He opened his eyes while I lay there with a gleeful expression. But as I focused my gaze on him, I noticed his eyes were full of mischief. And so it started with a sweet kiss and I hoped he would stop, but he proceeded further.
"W..wait! I haven't even washed up yet!" I spoke in an embarrassed tone.
"But that's what makes your scent more addictive. ", he kissed me again on the forehead.
Strangely, I did not find his talk weird but instead, there's a lingering warmth whenever his hand's touched. It's as if I've been burned. It is not my heat cycle and neither he is in a rut. He slowly caressed me with his fingers and rotated them around my belly button.
Whenever he does this to me with the tip of the finger slowly circling, my chest tightens, making me voiceless. Meanwhile, I steal glances towards him and his erotic face turns me on even more. This is what feels like having a fated pair. Even a small touch can make you blush.
To be honest, sometimes I feel pity that such a devoted man deserves better and not someone impure like me. But then whenever I think of this I assure myself of the fact that not everyone is pure and even the impure ones deserve happiness. I also never wanted to be impure, but they forced me to make certain life choices.
And this man is unlike anyone I have met before. Sometimes, I don't even believe that this is the same child that I once adored. Such is the power of a dominant Alpha, they mature really fast. When I was in that shady place, all I saw were alphas flaunting their money and using omegas as a play toy. I had almost lost all faith in people, but this man saved me.
"Hey, why are you distracted?" he pinched my nipples and that made me flinch.
He backed off and gave me a final kiss before going to wash up.
I hope he is not upset since every time he pins me down like this in the morning, I am reminded of the past. I clenched my head and sat cross-legged. I hate this feeling, moreover; I hate remembering my past useless self.
But whenever I barely overcome it, someone reminds me of it. The face of the girl from CYBELE comes to my mind.
There is so much I want to say but I can't organize it in my head. In the end, I always hurt him. I am also familiar that he acts all cool and patient, but deep down he really wants to know about me. He always waits for me to speak first. Sometimes, the kindness he shows me is immense and I question myself.
Everything he does by himself without a second thought is so natural that I am almost used to it. I also want to become like him, but somehow my thoughts halt me. But I'm slowly trying and I definitely hope to become like him someday.
To be honest, no relationship is perfect in the world, to be precise, equal. Intentionally or not, when two people meet, power always shifts to either one of them. One has to dominate and the other has to submit to someone. But then it becomes equally important that the dominance never overpowers the submissive nature of another partner.
As I was deep in thought, suddenly my phone started vibrating. It was Alex. But why was he calling in the morning? I calmed down and picked up the phone.
"Hello, Hi Alex, How are you doing?" I asked him calmly.
"Saraaaang! My dear friend, Good morning! I'm fine Sarang. So, hurry and tell me about today's plan, ", he asked while sipping from a drink, maybe.
"Oh! I totally forgot to tell you that today I am going on a date with Andy. So, you have to go by yourself to the orphanage this time", I told him on the phone when I heard another slurp on the phone.
"That's great then. I think it's been so long since you two went out. Go and have fun then, buddy," he was about to drop the call but suddenly halted.
"Oh and also...umm...I....well actually...ahhhhh, okay bye, I'll tell you next time," he dropped the call suddenly.
Huh! What was that? Alex never behaves like this. Is something bothering him? Maybe I should call him again. As soon as I was about to call him, a text appeared on my phone screen.
'Sorry for hanging up abruptly, but don't worry, it is nothing serious.
And don't think that something is bothering me.
I am fine. You enjoy your day today, Let's talk some other time. '
*Wink wink*
"Well, now it's bothering me." Sigh
"Who was it? Mr. Wang?", Andy asked me while coming out from the shower.
"Ah! No, it was Alex. I actually forgot to tell him about not going to the orphanage today."
"Oh! Is that so. Do you know I have a surprise for you today. "
"Really!," I asked in excitement.
"Yeah, really," he grinned while heading towards the kitchen.
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Evening,
"So, so, what is my surprise, huh", I acted all childish while our date almost ended and now it was evening.
"Tada!," from his pocket he took out tickets for a concert.
"WOW! Concert tickets, that's so cool, I have never been to one", As I expressed my joy they soon overpowered me with grief after reading the name of the band.
It was CYBELE.
tO bE cOnTiNuEd......