Love and darkness

In high school i am a guy who live in darkness. Because i am that kind of who like to live alone now but in my elementary school i love to make friends i care about all of them so much but they all betray me. After that i commit i never make friends and believe in anyone. All of students hate me in high school because of my dark nature and all teacher hate me too but they never able to camplain about me because my score in every exams is perfect. There is one girl who is student council president. Her name is Tachibana Misaki. She is most popular girl and idol of every girl and boy. she exact contrast of me. (Present day) Misaki call me from my back Ichoji Kazumi. I turn back and she tell me to come a student council office for some paper work. I tell her i am busy . I am not coming now. I don't want speak like that but because of my darkside image i have to do. I think she become angry and yell at me but its exact opposite that i imagine she tell me come when you finish your work i am waiting in studunt council. I ignore her and walk the way i go. After school when i go back to home. I think to take a look on student council office for check that she is waiting for me or not. I know that its impossible that someone wait for me. When i see she is waiting i am stunned then i became nervous because i never talk with girls and also she is alone in room. When she notice that i am standing outside the door. She open the door and tell me to come in and set she want to recheck the data about me that i submit in school. After complete the work when i go back to home. She said thank you for coming i don't know what i said to her so i didn't reply to her and go back to home. After come the home i not able to stop think about her and awake whole night until sunrise