When I wake up Blade is next to me and we are cuddling. Blade recieves a kiss from me and I get out of the bed waiting for myself to fully wake up. Man, I tell you, having sex is so tiresome especially when your partner can go a full five rounds. I stand up and head to the kitchen to get some water or milk, but as soon as I open the refrigerator, I get this sickening feeling in my stomach like my insides are being spun around. I rush to the restroom just in time because when I reached the toilet, I started throwing up. I don't understand what's going on with my body. It might be because this space ship thing is rocking, or maybe i'm rocking. As i'm throwing up, I get this vision which turned my eyes fully grey. In that vision is my biological Father, but I can't see his face perfectly. He's telling me that he was the one that was pregnant with me, that I came out of his body and not my dead mother's cougar. I get a little confused, but my father tells me that when they kiss and hold hands, they are mating which gets them pregnant. In this vision, he also said that if my partner is a man and we have intercourse, we can also get pregnant. OH MY MOTHER F-ING GOD, I might be pregnant. Damn, i'm pregnant, but that quickly? Do men get pregnant as soon as they have sex? Now i'm really wondering who my damn Father is and what kind of half-assed crazy species are we. I finish throwing up and I flush the toilet and brush my teeth. Next, I walk in the room where Blade is and I lay next to him. Honestly, I shouldn't tell Blade that i'm pregnant yet. Hope he likes the baby when I tell him. So, as I lay down, Blade grabs me and hugs me tightly saying "Good morning baby." He's hugging me so tight that I don't want to tell him that I might be pregnant. Man i'm so scared, I don't know what to do. Blade asks whats wrong with me and I tell him that i'm fine just a little tired. I hope that will calm his suspicion a little. He then says that I don't have to lie, he loves me and will always stay with me no matter what. Damn, I guess I should tell him. I sit up and tell Blade, "Please don't get mad or anything, but my dad told me that my species or race can get pregnant after kissing while holding hands, and if it's love between the same sex, men can get pregnant from having intercourse with their partners." Blade gets so suprised that I start crying out of fear that he's going to get mad and yell at me. But actually, he hugs me so tight and says that he loves me and will love the baby. Whats wrong with us hugging so much, at least he can just pat my head. He moves back a little and wipes my tears away. I'm thinking that worrying so much is a waste of time when Blade accepted me and the unborn baby in my stomach. Blade says this is the most happiest day of his life because he was thinking about having kids with just me and no other person. What will the life of our baby be like? This is a question to ask for a long time.
Sorry I haven't been writing much, I have my high school classes and college classes to take as well as teach little kids. I will try to post as much as I can. Thank you for being patient and please continue to read my work.