Goodness me, why my heart beating so fast right now!?
It is not like I fell in love with this little prince right!?
I'm over that! I have moved on now!
Just be calm my stupid heart! is not like you're seeing into the most charming guy ever right now.
"Why do you tremble so much?" he asked while he drinks his tea, I just realized why I have wrong sexual orientated since I was little, who won't fall in love for this little charming boy ever over there!?
Since he was a child he is really charming, he has beautiful glossy black hair, blue-sky eyes, and long eyelashes, a small face and porcelain skin, he is like a porcelain doll, beautiful and charming in his own way.
Goodness me, no wonder I fell in love with this prince. But! I have moved on! It's just my heart can't take how beautiful a person can be.
"i-it's nothing" be calm, don't be nervous!
He put down his cup of tea, and asked "then, why won't you look at me?" He said with a curious look, "since a while ago you won't look at me"
I hide my face behind my hands to hide my blushing cheeks, "could you stop talking please!?"
He looks weirdly at me, "why?"
'BECAUSE YOUR VOICE CAN TRIGGER A HEARTBEAT!' as if I could say that, I tried to calm myself down, I'm too nervous when I saw a beautiful person, "what is your business?" I asked trying to be calm
He glanced at me, and he starts to drink his tea again after it was refilled by my maids, "I want to know about my future's knight, can I?" he glanced at me again, "and since we will be a comrade we should build our friendship"
No thanks! I don't want to build a friendship with you! I will be killed in 14 years away if I become your friend, "we don't have to be a friend to build trust" I said confidently
"why is that?" he asked seriously
"because I can't trust you"
"why can't you trust me? I am the little brother of Prince Pierre that always is by your side, how can you not trust me?" he looks weirdly at me, well, it is me that weird because suddenly I said I can't trust him, but what could I do? he was the one that doesn't trust me and kills me in my past life and maybe in the future too, it is not like I can trust him so much as I do in the past.
"you're stranger"
"Why I'm a stranger? I'm the crown prince"
"even you're the crown prince I can't trust you so much, even you can't guarantee that in the future you will still trust me"
He looks at me strangely, "how could you know that?" "is not like you can see the future me"
Well, I used to be by your side in my past life, so I know what will happen to me as we grow up from now on, but I can't carelessly say that to him, he will think I'm rude, I'm so lucky to be born as a Duke's son so at least I can say something offensive to him, if I just a mere people there are no future for me.
"isn't it alright for me to just be your knight? is not like I will be taking part in your social life in the future, we are not obliged to be friends, my job is just to be your knight and protecting you"
He looks unsatisfied with my answer, but how could I say if he will kill me in the future because of a mere woman? if I said that before I turn 7 I will be killed.
"This is so weird, why are you like this to me? and when it comes to my brother you are so open? Did I offend you?"
Yes. You really offended me by killing me in the past, because of you now I'm in a dilemma.
"you're so weird," he said, don't blame me for being weird! if it not because you kill me, I won't be like this right now!
"Whatever you think of me, I could not trust you!" I said confidently, how could I trust someone that will kill me in the future!? I cannot be your friend if I want to survive until I got old in this lifetime!
I got a chance to be reborn again, and I don't want to waste my time for being so devoted to you like in the past, at least let me alive until I pass my thirties, I want to be in love and goes on a date with someone I love!
If I could not take on revenge at him, I have to rewrite my life's time!
Edward sighed deeply, "I don't know why you're disliking me, but let's be a good friend in the future" he then extended his hand to shake my hand.
"You mean a good knight and master right?" I corrected his word just now
He sighed again as if he just give up on me, we then shook our hands. It is good that I learned some stubbornness from my sister.
"thank you for your hospitality, then, I will excuse myself," he said with a charming smile, he then left with his bodyguards.
"see you later, Prince Edward," I said with a smile while waving my hands to him.
Yes. I could not let you enter my life again this time! Even if I can't get my revenge on you at least I have a chance to survive this time!
I will Rewrite my life time!